The Problems of Being Bisexual...at 13

Chapter 26

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2/6/15

Hey guys,

Notice no exclamation mark? Yeah time for realization time with, drum roll please? ME!

Yeah, yeah so fun I know. But let's just get to point.

So I started thinking things over and I realized how much it actually sucks to be in middle school or just growing up in general. I mean yeah you have a house over your head. Yeah your getting education. And of course (at least I hope) you don't have to pay the bills...most of the time.

But this is the time when we start 'growing up' and we pretty much just have to turn into these professional robots ready to become adults. I don't like that word, ew.

We have to gain more and more responsibilities and all of that crazy shit. But we're getting that dream we had when we were little taken away from us. Remeber how you used to think everything in the world was sweet and magical, but you realize now that it's just a load of bullshit.

Not only this but we're getting pushed to grow up and we just happen to do it too quick.

We have 13 year old girls looking 18 acting like 21. Dressing up in way to short skirts or shorts. Tops that end right above the navel, what happened to the class? Clothes just turned into pieces of fabric I guess.

The boys are over here thinking that they're a full grown man, like they're entitled to all of this shit. Oh and what happened to the fathers that were supposed to teach they're sons how to treat at a woman or girl instead of being man whores and heart breakers.

We start to get a taste of real world during this time too, which is a first for most of us. We start seeing who our real friends are. We start to loose who we thought were close, not just because they're fake, but because of boyfriends, girlfriends, drugs, money, sex (in a way), and death.

We start going around talking about sex and we cuss. I mean you have a main example right here. We really do know to much and maybe that's why we have little 13, 14, 15 year old girls and boys becoming mothers and fathers.

I mean they're babies raising babies. There are some people out there who can do this, I applaud you, thank you for taking responsibility and actually trying to make something out of yourself and a future for your child.

But then there's the other side who still want to be kids, go to parties, and think everything is about me, me, me. It's sad and disappointing. And then they fuck up they're own kids life up too since the child doesn't get any structure or a basis off of they're parents.

We get confused and we don't think about what we're going to do. Getting stuck in shit and doing even dumber things to get out, if you can that is.

We're trying to find ourselves who we are truely meant to be but people just continue to push us down. And how others say crap about our generation, I got a question for you guys. Who raised us? No, really tell me because shit has to come from its source right, it has to come from an asshole (pun intended). Sometimes we have to raise ourselves to be trueful. But some people just blame it all on us, just making the cycle worse

Kids are worrying about shit they shouldn't have too and it's just going to reflect on they're adult hood.

I don't know if it's just me. It might just be a misunderstanding. Or I could be right and our whole race is just fucking it's self up. But out of all of this, it's just a part of growing up right?

~ outcaster