The Problems of Being Bisexual...at 13

Chapter 33

3/7/15

Hello flower scented turds,

I have a question. Who didn't think I was serious about the kids ar my school joining and making gangs? Well I have some news for you. I was serious.

Annnnnddddd!

I fucking told you so! We got our first 3 on Friday.

I'm only going to talk about the main one, because I have the most detail on him, and it's kind of depressing. Ya, if you get sad, not my fault you read it :), love you!

So this kid, who shall remain nameless, has a complicated family. Half of his family are cripz and the other half are bloodz. Google it if you've been lucky enough to be sheltered from that, and have no idea what it is.

So now since he's turned thirteen with the restbof us, he has to pick one. He's been pressured into joining one of the two ever since he was eight, by his cousins.

So now is the time for him to choose. Poor kid, if he doesn't join then he'll be killed if he does join sooner or later he'll get killed or put in jail. I guess I'm just going to loose another friend...anyways.

Of course he didn't want to automatically die, so he chose one, which do you think?

He chose the bloodz :/. I don't know why this crap has to happen, he's already trying to get out but how is the real thing we have think about. And if he can get out...alive.

He's a good kid too. Always helping people out, trying to brighten their days and make them laugh. He's really friendly too, but I guess we can say goodbye to that. Because no matter what happens this is going to change him.

The weird thing is, you would think that from all the things I've said so far, throught out this whole book, that all of us live in a bad neighborhood,  or that we've all been in the wrong surroundings (most of us anyways), or that there's just something around every corner that allows us to do and go through crap.

That's the thing though, we live in the normal boring suburbs in the communities with the 'perfect' families. The fact that we're really just normal kids in average living, we still go and see each other go through major shit.

I don't know if that's normal, that everyone saw this stuff when they were young. But you guys could have warned us just a little. We only got the warning of people starting to smoke or do drugs in highschool from movies, but non of the crap that we've been through was ever listed.

Oh and there's also something else I wanted to tell you guys. Just because someone was involved in shit, *cough cough* like what we've been talking about *cough cough*, don't judge them on it.

Because you can't and won't ever know what really happened, unless they tell you of course. And I know this is totally the wrong time to say this, but you should already know I don't care.

He didn't choose the thug life, the thug life chose him...

-GANGSTA O jk,

~outcaster (gansta o is too boss for the squiggly line)

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P.s. can you guys just wish the best of luck to him, he's really going to need it. And thank you for the views, votes, and comments I really appreciate it. ♡