12/24/15
So...i just came out to my sister. Found out she wasn't so straight either. I guess it runs in the family ;). So practically nothing has happened this year. Well except for the fact that I've been dealing with way too many fuck bois and now I'm stuck in a complicated relationship of friends with benefits. Oh and puberty has began to bless me and my ashy soul. I got my schedule changed, i liked it but i didn't exactly like band...oh hot damn they're fine. I'm sitting in the middle of a cvs parking lot at the moment and I'm LOVING the view. And there goes a dumb ass who's texting and driving. Oh I'm sorry tinder and driving. Pretty full moon out, bright as fuck but you know, pretty. I've gotten so much more chiller this year. Nothing that fun has happened I've just been given time to feel myself mature and scream at my friends, and cry in my pillow due to frustration. Maybe when i turn 14 things will get more interesting. Can't wait for high school, WAIT OH MY GOD SO YOU KNOW HOW YOU CAN TAKE HONORS CLASSES I'M TAKING ENGLISH 1 AND ALGEBRA RIGHTTTTTTTTT SO LIKE I'VE BEEN HAVE STRAIGHT 100S IN ENGLISH ALL YEAR BUT I'M STRUGGLING SO HARD IN ALGEBRA. LIKE I GET IT BUT THEN I BLANK OUT ON TEST AND I'M LIKE FAILING SO OUR TEACHER GOT PISSED AT US SO THE ONLY WAY WE CAN GET EXTRA CREDIT IS BY DOING WORK ON KHAN ACADEMY FOR 20 HOURS STRAIGHT AND I'M SO TIRED. PLUS I GOT A 53 ON MY SEMESTER FINALS FOR THAT CLASS UGGHHHHHH.
I totally got chill this year. I think I'm spending my birthday by myself again but that's ok, i get peace and quiet, maybe a tear because that's so fucking sad to say or type in that matter. I need a girlfriend/boyfriend so bad. I'm so lonely bro just *sigh*. I'm so tired of all of these fuckbois and this friends with benefits thing, i mean what's wrong, i have personality, I'm smart, I'm outgoing/adventurous, and as my friend puts it when i put in effort I'm "casually slaying the gods".
Plus it's christmas eve and it's 74 degress outside right at this moment. Nice right. But I'm super hungry and I'm on my period right now so...gotta blast yall.
~outcaster
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The Problems of Being Bisexual...at 13
Non-FictionWe'll the title should explain what this book is about. These are my personal thoughts and opinions. (If you don't like vulgar language and all that shit I wouldn't recommend reading this book. I FUCKING WARNED YOU. But I might also talk about sex...
