Bereft (h.s)

29. All my days.

Chapter 29

Alycia's Pov.

I couldn't find words at all. Nothing was coming out. I know I looked absolutely stupid right now but I'm just not sure if those words actually came out of his mouth. And if they did, did he mean to say that?

"I...wait, are you aware of what you just asked me?" I asked and he nodded with a serious expression.

"I want you to be my girlfriend Alycia." He said and my eyebrows raised in shock. "I don't want anyone else. I've been thinking about this but I just...wasn't sure how you felt. The thought of anyone having you the way that I do is just...the worst fucking feeling. You saying everything that you just said to me just confirmed the fact that I don't want anyone unless it's you...but don't feel pressured to say yes just because I want it." He said with his knitted brows and I put my arms around his neck.

"Yes." I simply said with a smile and he let a smile creep on his face which I was more than happy to see.

"Yes?" He asked and I nodded with a chuckle. "Yes. I would love to." I said with a happy chuckle and leaned up on my toes to kiss him and he moved his hands from my face to wrap his arms tightly around my waist as he kissed me back.

"You're not doing this just because you want me to feel better are you?" He asked as he pulled away and my facial features dropped at his words.

"Harry, no. I feel the same way that you just explained to me. I don't want anyone having you the way that I do. I didn't think this would ever actually be a thing with us but I knew I was fucked a couple weeks ago. I knew even if we didn't become a real thing, I was still gonna have these major feelings for you. I just can't say no to you. Its like I just never want to. I just...really really like you Harry." I said and before I could even completely get his name out, he kissed me and I chuckled against his lips.

"You've never talked like that to me." He said against my lips and picked me up around my waist to sit me on the counter in front of him and I realized, he's right.

I've never talked much about my feelings for him. When he asked if I was his that one time, I said yes. The other night at the bar when we fought, I told him I didn't like seeing him with another girl. I think those times are the most i've really touched on my feelings for him. Maybe he's just been confused. I mean, I thought my actions made it clear but I can't just assume someone picks up on how I feel for them.

"I'm sorry I never-" I said before he kissed me deeper. "said anything....sooner." I said through the kissing and he shook his head a bit in the kiss.

"Don't be sorry. I should've asked." He breathed out before kissing me again.

His tongue slipped across my bottom lip and I opened my mouth more and he slipped his tongue into my mouth.

My hands went down his bare chest and I felt his breathing pick up, and so did mine.

I was hoping my next move wasn't too much for him.

I slid off of the counter but didn't break our kiss as I pulled his hands to lead us out of the bathroom and into his room.

He immediately gripped my hips and walked me backwards to his bed before the end of the bed hit the back of my legs making me fall backwards with a squeal.

He laughed and hovered over me before he slipped his arm under my waist and moved me more up the bed so we weren't at the edge anymore.

"We don't have to do anything if you don't want to. Okay?" I asked as I held placed my hands on both sides of his face.