Bereft (h.s)

73. Vulnerable.

Chapter 73

Harry's Pov.

"Yeah I mean you could've just not gone." Matt said to Leon as we all sat in my backyard.

A few people came over after my studio session tonight and I ran into Matt and Leon on the way out so I invited them over too.

I haven't spoke to Alycia in three days. Ever since hearing her sing that song at the studio...i've felt so different. She never told me she had a drinking problem. She never told me she was in that kind of space before meeting me. I mean fuck, she even said something about finally having something to live for. Why didn't she tell me any of that? She wasn't doing well at all from the sounds of it.

I just realized maybe I need to stay away. What if I bring her back to a place like that on accident? I never want to do that.

I miss her so fucking much. I've asked Matt how she is the past two days just to make sure everything with her injuries are alright. He says she's alright. I just...I want to see her.

I feel like i'm overanalyzing everything. I mean I told her I could take it, no matter what the song said and here I am acting like this afterwards.

"It was Leo DiCaprios apartment. You wouldn't have?" Kid chimed in for Leon and Matt laughed.

Before he could respond, his phone started ringing.

"Ah one sec." He told them and they all started having their own conversation.

"Hey Sierra, what's up?" Matt said and my attention went to him.

I wonder if she's with Alycia.

"Uhm...no why?" He asked and suddenly he got up and walked just a little bit behind me, I guess because the guys were talking too loud but I could still hear him.

"Were you supposed to meet her there?"

Is he talking about Alycia?

I couldn't help it as I turned to look at him. If it's anything to do with Alycia, he knows i'm eavesdropping.

"I'm sure she's fine, she's just probably out. Try calling her again?"

It is about Alycia. My anxiety started to spike as it sounded like Sierra didn't know where she was.

"I mean I don't think there's a reason to worry Si." He spoke before his face fell. "Tell me what?" He asked and luckily none of the guys were paying attention.

Suddenly his eyes darted up over to meet mine and his expression was just a look of shock before he mumbled a 'fuck.'

"No...no she didn't tell me that." He said before he walked into my back door and motioned for me to come in, which I immediately followed.

What happened? My mind is running wild.

"Look i'll try and call her. I'm at Harry's so i'll ask him if he's maybe spoken to her too. Everything's fine i'm sure Si. She's just probably trying to get away for a second. I'll call you back soon okay?" He spoke before he hung up.