Bereft (h.s)

69. Lose It.

Chapter 69

Harry's Pov.

"I'm gonna head out. You sure you don't wanna get going too? It's pretty late." Kid told me as he got his things to leave the studio.

"Yeah, i'm just gonna work on this last thing for a bit. I'm gonna leave soon." "Alright man, well be safe. I'll see you tomorrow." He told me and I nodded before he headed out.

It's been over about two hours since Jeff left. Which was confusing because i'm not sure why he did. I know he was lying. He's a shit liar.

I tried texting him but he never responded.

I also kind of did something I've been wanting to do for the past week but was too nervous about. I texted Alycia. She didn't respond which...I don't know. It gave me a weird feeling. Obviously i'm sad about it but it just was weird to me. And I don't know why.

I asked her if she was around the studio and maybe wanted to come by and sit in with me.

It feels so fucking weird because I don't know where to really go from here. Do we start over? Should we even try and start over? I mean, I know I want to be with her. It's just after everything that happened a few weeks ago, I feel like she doesn't see me the same and it's been hard for me.

I sighed as my thoughts got heavy again before rolling my chair back over to the soundboard.

My phone rang from the couch and I rolled back over to grab it, seeing Jeff's name.

"Hello?" I answered. "Harry..." He said with just pure panic but a strange sense of calmness at the same time. If that even makes sense. He seemed out of breathe too.

Something is wrong.

"Jeff? What's wrong?" "I'm sorry man...I just, you need to get to Cedar Sinai Hospital. Now." "What? What happened Jeff? Are you okay? Is Glenn okay?" I asked with my own panic starting arise as I grabbed my keys, not bothering to shut anything down in here.

"We're fine. Harry...it's Alycia."

My body went past panic as my heart dropped.

"What? What....what do you mean? Jeff what happened? Is she okay?" "I don't know, just please get here." "What happened Jeff?" I yelled as I ran out of the studio.

I don't think my heart has ever beaten this fast in my life. This is what true panic feels like.

"She was in an accident."

No...no no no. This isn't happening.

"How...what-" My words were getting caught in my throat and I quickly got in my car before speeding out of the parking lot.

"How did you know? How are you there? Wait...have you been with her tonight?"

Did he leave to meet her? What the fuck is going on?

"No, I mean not technically. Harry it's a long story but just please get here." "What happened Jeff?" I yelled again, wanting more details. "They hit a tree."