Alycia is making a name for herself in the music world after one of her songs goes into the top 5 on billboard. She's moved to LA to continue working on her music when Harry Styles stumbles upon her. They slowly start writing together and the chemis...
"Oh this shit hits." Matt said as we sat in this old cafe in London eating breakfast. "But like what the fuck was up with beans on the breakfast menu? That was not cool." He said as he talked with his mouth full.
Gotta love Matt.
"It's an English thing you wanker. Now shut up and eat your food. Your lack of manners is showing." Sierra said and I just chuckled as I ate my waffle.
They bickered for a second and I just looked between them in confusion. They went from thinking they liked each other to arguing like siblings. Weird. They're honestly perfect for each other and I don't get how they don't see it.
"So Ly, I have an idea for tonight." Matt said and I met his eyes with a nod. "Play some unreleased songs tonight." "Why?" I asked with confusion and he just shrugged. "Spice it up. The fans would love it I think. Especially Too Sad To Cry."
That one is one of Matt's favorites but it just didn't make the cut for the album. I wrote it too late and didn't want to shove it on the album last minute.
"And maybe a few others. But definitely that one. You're nearing the end of tour here and I think it'd just be cool." He said with a little shrug as he continued eating. "Yeah I guess I could do that. I'll have to rehearse it and everything with the band first." "Yeah but I think they'd love to spice it up too." He said and I chuckled in confusion. "Alright then, i'll do that."
We finished breakfast and Matt was pretty much texting on his phone the entire time we walked around the city.
"Matthew. Get off your fucking phone. We're in London." I said and he laughed. "Sorry, I was texting a friend!" "What friend?" I asked with a scoff.
He's with all of his friends. At least this better be all of his good friends.
"Nun ya." He said and I rolled my eyes. "It's your slimey ex." Sierra said and I rolled my eyes. "Hey, he's not slimey." Matt said and I chuckled. "I agree." I said and she just scoffed.
She never exactly got over everything with Harry and I. She very much so still doesn't like him.
"Why're you texting him? Studio stuff?" I asked nonchalantly but I was very nosey to be honest. "Uhm yeah." He said and I just gave him a confused look.
Weirdo.
"Okay, well I should get back if i'm gonna play new songs tonight. I'll have to rehearse all of that." I told them and Matt just nodded with a smile. "Hell yeah, let's go."
He's so strange. He goes from strangely quiet to all excited in a matter of seconds.
The rest of the day was spent rehearsing, hanging around and adjusting my outfit for tonight because i've strangely lost weight recently. I haven't been eating very much though with the busy schedule and all. This morning at breakfast was the first I had really eaten a meal in a while.
"You look nervous." Jess said as she did my makeup.
I met Jess only a month ago and she's already became close to pretty much all of us. She's my hair and makeup artist for the rest of my tour. Including the US one.
"I'm just a bit nervous to play the two unreleased songs tonight. Matt said it'd be a fun little surprise for everyone but i'm just nervous." I explained and she hummed. "Well do you not want to?" "No, I do. It's just...nerve wracking." I said with a nervous laugh.
Im reality, i'm just nervous for everyone to hear them and read into what i'm saying. Pretty much all of my unreleased ones had something to do with Harry.
Everyone kind of knew we were somewhat together, and there's been rumors of a breakup the past six months but neither of us have spoke on it. I mean, we haven't even spoke to each other.
Im just afraid people will read into it and know it's about Harry. I don't know if he wants people to know certain things but at the same time, making music is what we both do and it's all written from life experience. And i'm proud of both of these songs.
Ever since i've been in London, i've been a bit...down. I don't know. I guess I just always thought my first time being here would be with Harry. It was supposed to be that way anyhow. I was gonna stay with him for a bit after his tour before everything happened. Now here I am, in London for my own tour and haven't spoken to him in six months. I feel like I just lost a sense of reality. Everything changed so fast, I got whiplash.
"I think you're gonna do amazing, as usual. Don't think too much into it. You know you kill it with every song." She complimented and I just gave her a smile.
Fuck i'm nervous.
"Alright, now get your cute ass dressed. It's over there." She said as she nodded her head towards my custom made outfit.
My outfits for tour have been so fun. I got to help custom design and just pick out all of them for this leg of tour and it's been so exciting. I left my favorite one for tomorrow, the last night of tour. However, tonight's look is pretty exciting as well.
I took my time getting dressed as the opening act played on stage. I could hear their music vibrating through here.
My outfit was surprisingly comfortable despite all the jewels. It was fun.
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"Oh shit baby!" I heard Matt yell and I laughed when I turned around to see him stood in the doorway. "You're gonna have some people drooling tonight. Do I need to bow? Because you look like fucking royalty in this get up I mean damn."
Hype man of the night I see.
"Full of compliments I see." "Full of a lot of things tonight." He said with a little chuckle before stealing some of the food off of the table back here.
"So, you're singing Too Sad To Cry and Fall?" He asked and I shook my head. "I decided to do Lie To Me instead of Fall." I told him and he stopped chewing in his tracks. "Oh...yeah okay. Wait, that was the one you got Ali to feature on." "Yeah, i'm just gonna sing his part but his voice will come through in the back through the track. So they'll hear it too." I said and he looked uneasy at my song choice.
"What? Do you not like that song?" "No, of course I do. I fucking love that song. Yeah...okay. Great. Alright, i'm gonna be out here. See you soon." He said as he scurried out and I looked at Jess who had the same confused expression on her face.
"Is he always that weird?" She asked and I laughed. "Yeah. He kinda is."
