Alycia is making a name for herself in the music world after one of her songs goes into the top 5 on billboard. She's moved to LA to continue working on her music when Harry Styles stumbles upon her. They slowly start writing together and the chemis...
all i have to say is...i'm sorry. this hurt. TW: mentions of suicide & substance abuse. there is also multiple pov changes so watch out for that.
Chapter 64
Alycia's Pov.
"Thank you so much. Have a nice night." We told the waiter as he walked away after handing me back my card.
"I hate you." Ru said as I slipped my debit card into my purse. "I told you, I have been an absolute nightmare of despressiveness the last few days. I owe you a lot more than just dinner." "No you don't. That's what friends are for."
I smiled at her before contemplating my next words. Do I want to go out? No. But I need to get out of my funk so I want to go out.
"So you still up for going to a bar? Or a nightclub? Whatever works."
She smiled big and nodded.
"Hell yes. You look so hot. Let's do it."
I actually dressed up for the first time in a while and so did she. I'm wearing a little knit mini dress with cut outs and she's wearing an off the shoulder white mini dress. Not to suck our own dicks but we look hot.
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"Alright, are you ready?" She asked me and I grabbed my things before we headed out.
I'm not sure where exactly we're going but I told her it was completely up to her. You know what I love most about New York? You can walk. Everywhere. You utilize your feet more than ever.
"Okay so how about Raines?" She asked as we walked down the sidewalk. "Yes. Sounds great." I said with a smile.
It's almost 10 now but we're about a 15 minute walk right now.
"So how are you? I mean...really." Ru asked and I nodded. "I'm okay. Obviously it sucks. It sucks even more to see him with another girl so soon. It just feels like a slap in the face but...i'm okay. I've come to terms with it. You know?"
It's true. I'm still devastated because I love him still, obviously, but...i've come to terms with it. At least I think. I'm trying.
"I mean...if he asked you, would you want to see him? For closure?" "Not right now. I would've said yes had he not been parading around with another the girl the past four days. Now I just feel like even if he did want to see me, which clearly he doesn't because he hasn't even called, but if he did, i'd feel like everything he said was a lie. I don't know."
