51. Never Be.

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so the first song she writes is the ending of a song by Halsey, it's called forever...(is a long time).
the part she writes and you hear in this story starts at 2:00 minute mark in the song.

she'll finish the song later in the story.

the second song is 929 - halsey

ALSO: Ru's Character Reveal
Ru Lang played by Xu Ruo Han

ALSO: Ru's Character RevealRu Lang played by Xu Ruo Han

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Chapter 51

Alycia's Pov.

2 Weeks Later

The past two weeks have been a bit...tense. Nothing much has happened between Harry and I. We both have been working a lot. I've seen him maybe 3 or 4 times in the past two weeks.

However, I saw him two days ago and he had a really bad anxiety attack. It was the first time seeing Harry in a state like that and it broke my heart so much.

I could tell something was wrong when I got there and then he excused himself to go downstairs. He had been gone a while so when I went to check on him, he was breaking down in one of the rooms downstairs. He was trying to be so quiet and it broke my heart. I don't want him to think he has to hide that from me.

I sat with him on the floor, not knowing if I should touch him so I just gave him encouraging words until he pulled me into his lap and we sat there for over half and hour just hugging.

I tried to keep giving him encouraging words because I want him to know i'm always here.

I feel like that's the reason he hasn't been asking to stay with me or me to stay with him as much. I can tell he's really struggling.

After that night, I expected him to pull away from me and that scared me. Fortunately enough, he's only been closer to me the past few days. He calls me more and he tried to see me last night until Jeff showed up at his house needing to go over some stuff so I told him we could wait until tonight.

He leaves next week for 5 weeks. The first leg of tour. To say i'm nervous and sad is an understatement.

I haven't heard from Dylan once. That scared me as well. However, Jeff and I talked again and he already said he told his law enforcement friends about everything and they're ready when I am.

I know Dylan said he'd be gone a few weeks but I don't know how long that is. More than two weeks apparently.

I'm visiting Harry at the end of the second week of his tour. I'm supposed to stay a week. If he still wants me to.

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