Bereft (h.s)

63. I Dont Think Im Okay.

a good song to listen to during this chapter is : i don't think i'm okay by bazzi :,) describes how harry is feeling quite well in this chapter. sorry for the sadness. sending virtual hugs.

Chapter 63

Alycia's Pov.

The last three days have been...numbing. To say the least. I never heard from Harry. I got a voicemail once I got off of the plane but I haven't been able to listen to it. I'm too nervous to.

Jeff texted me the next day after I left and said Harry is 'coping'. Whatever that means. But he promised me he was okay. Apparently he lost it after I left. Jeff didn't go into detail but he told me he was alright.

I've been trying to keep offline ever since everyone was tagging me in photos of Harry and Caroline. He must've flew her in the day after I left.

I haven't cried over it. It hurt though. Fuck, did it hurt. I also noticed in all the pictures that one of his hands are bandaged up. Not really sure what happened there.

"You can't mope around forever baby." Ru said as she walked into the living room.

"Scoot over." She said as she sat down beside of me. "How about tonight...we go out. Just for dinner. Or the bar, whatever you want. We can do whatever you want."

I sighed as I thought about her offer.

Harry's in New York tonight. His show isn't until tomorrow but unfortunately I know the schedule. I mean, considering I was supposed to be there. I think that's what's got me so down today.

He's gonna be in the same city as me. The city we had so much fun in last time I was here. The city where he threw me a surprise party with all the people I love the most. The city where we did many things. The city where we laid in bed, where he sung to me, where he gave me my film camera, where we first said I love you.

I forgot about that.

The first time we said I love you was here.

"Get out of your head Ly. Tonight will be fun. I can promise you that. I'm your most fun friend right? No one else better have taken that title." She teased and I chuckled as I sat up.

"Of course not. Let's do it. I need to get out my funk anyways. Seems like he's been out of his." I said and she scoffed. "Men like him ain't it and I stand by that."

It still feels bad to hear anyone talk shitty about him. He's with another woman and I'm feeling bad that my best friend said an unkind word about him. What is wrong with me?

"You're right." "Great. So go shower and start getting ready. We'll go get dinner around 8 and after that if you're up for it, we'll go have some real fun." She told me and I nodded with a smile.

"Let's do it.

Harry's Pov.

"Harry yes-" She moaned in a screechy, high pitched tone.

I just continued my thrusts as she was leaned over the counter in this hotel bathroom.

I felt my high building up and she kept moaning but at this point, I barely heard it. I'm so zoned out. Too much fucking coke is in my system.