Bereft (h.s)

45. Where Do I Go From Here?

rip to juice wrld 💔
you'll understand once you read this chapter.
and yes, halsey and him did a collab which i will eventually put in the story which is why i mentioned him :,)

Chapter 45

Alycia's Pov.

"Nice to meet you too." I told him as Matt and I walked away and I felt myself really on a high from that conversation. I'm such a fan of him and now he wants me to feature on one of his songs?

Maybe Candice was right about coming here.

"Juice WRLD wants to collab with you Alycia." Matt said and I chuckled in shock. "I feel...like I might cry with excitement."

This is the first time an artist I really genuinely like, and have liked since before I even released my first song, wants to collab with me. We've only been here a little over and hour and Ive met him, The Weeknd and even Ariana Grande.

It's definitely star packed and I feel out of place but I have to remind myself that I deserve to be here just as much.

Just as quick as people are arriving though, the biggest artists leave just as quick.

I'm wondering when i'm gonna get to leave. It's already a little past midnight.

We were inside of the penthouse where most people are instead of outside on the rooftop area. I'm sure i'll go out there before we leave but as of right now, i'm just kinda meeting everyone through Matt. He knows literally everyone and I somehow just didn't know that. To me he's like my best friend Matt, not mr. connections to everyone in the fucking music industry.

I got another drink from the bar area in here and Candice came up and started pointing out many people to talk to. After an hour of anxiety inducing conversations with people that work for the label, I had lost Matt and it was now almost 2am.

I want to go home.

My phone also died which is just glorious. I can't even pretend to ignore people by being on my phone so that's lovely.

I feel myself getting tipsy so I should also stop drinking. I'm literally thinking this as the man at the bar hands me another glass of champagne.

I sighed and turned around to try and find Matt.

I maneuvered my way through the living room area before I kind of tripped over someone's foot, kicking it in the process.

"Oh my gosh, i'm so sorry." I said as I looked at my glass of champagne that miraculously didn't spill before turning to the person in the chair that I tripped over.

I think my entire soul left my body when I saw him sitting there with a fucking evil smirk on his face.

"What...." I breathed out as I stepped backwards. I didn't even know what I was doing in this moment.

He stared up at me and sipped his alcohol out of his cup as the men sitting in the seats around him asked if I was okay.