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it's been two weeks since me and harry last talked. All i've done it sit in my room, living room and feel sorry for myself. Crying almost all day everyday. I gave up on trying to talk to harry, he clearly doesn't care about how i feel and what actually happened.

i got up and showered for the first time in 2 days, i played my sad playlist and just cried in the shower.
Once i was out i got into some grey joggers and a tight, white cropped top. i walk over to my mirror and take a picture and post it on my instagram story captioning it 'i miss you, i miss us💔' i place my phone down on my vanity. i sit down on the stool and just looked at myself in the mirror. i sigh and wipe away my tears, then putting my hair up in a messy bun. i set up my phone, turn my vanity mirror lights on and go live on instagram.

i fake smile 'hey guys what's uppp'  i try staying positive but the comments are just flooded with

@Wroetotoes_: You hurt boggo
@wehatelottie: Why would you do such thing.
i just ignore the comments but inside i'm hurt.
@lottie.editsx: Lottie ignore them! he's not worth your time!
i read the comment and just smile 'what have you guys been up to?'

Harry's POV//
i finish my FIFA game and pick up my phone to see the notification that Lottiehodges.x was live, i stare at it before eventually clicking on it and joining.

my heart broke when i saw her and how she looked. she looked so broken. i read all the hate comments and sighed to myself before leaving and going onto twitter

@wroetoshaw: Hating on someone is not the right thing to do. everyone messes up. you can't bring someone down for one mistake they made.

i go and join her live again realising that she's now crying.

Lottie's POV//
seeing that harry had joined made my heart shatter. i put my hood up from my grey adidas jacket i was wearing and starting tearing up, i tried to hold them back but i just couldn't. How can people be so mean.

i see that harry joined again and wiped my tears away 'your guys' edits have really cheered me up the last few weeks, thank you it means a lot' i sniffle
comments:
@LottieH.fanx: stay strong beautiful, we love you so much
@sidemen.rditsx: We still love you!
@hodges.multi: Charlotte, please don't listen to the hate. you deserve so much more than him. If he loved you he would know you wouldn't do such thing.
i read that last comment out aloud and smiled after repeating it 'yeah, you're right. If he loves me he would know' i state and pick up a polaroid of me and harry and show the live and the viewers
'i loved him..i really did.' i sigh and turn it to face me.

i got off live and put the picture back where it was. i put on some 1D because who doesn't love some 1D. I start doing my make up whilst vibing out to 'what makes you beautiful'.

'that's what makes you beautiful' i sing to myself
i hear a knock at the door 'come in' i say and turn down my music a little. It's Lauren.
'Hey lauren'
'Someone's here to see you' she says whilst moving out of the way of the door revealing who was stood behind her.

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