When you realise

7. Hunter's Thoughts

Right now standing at the door watching Ellie walk away while I was holding my daughter who is begging her to stay, I cannot describe how I am feeling. I didn't know if I should call her back so we could talk, I didn't exactly have a right to ask her to stay after she had heard what I had said earlier today, at the time I said those words to my friends I meant them, I was never looking to get into another relationship, I did not want any more children, after everything Melanie had done to me I did not want to be in a position to make that possible again, but after she had just told me that she loved me and assumed we were together. I didn't know what to say.

I heard my dad call out "Are you planning on leaving without a goodbye", I didn't have to look for him to know that he was talking to Eliana, I kept my eyes on her and watched as she stopped suddenly, than my father's back came into view, he must of somehow heard what Ellie had said to me and wanted to say goodbye, I knew they were close and he always told me that he loved her like a daughter and she was a keeper, I used to just brush the comments off.

I couldn't hear what they were saying to each other, I only seen when she flung her arms around him like she needed him to hold her up in case she fell. I thought my heart was straining in my chest when I witnessed Rosie upset about Ellie leaving but watching Ellie cling to my father right now I feel like the worst person in the world for not realising sooner that if I didn't want a relationship I should of ended things after the first night.

Over the past year I have learnt that Ellie never knew her father and her mother was just a whole other issue, so watching her saying goodbye to my father has my heart hurting more than it ever has in my life, she always told me that she loved my father and he always made her feel special, sometimes it annoyed me how much they got along and the fact that he called her muffin, I'm not sure why it annoyed me but it just did.

She always asked me when he would go home, "is that what it feels like to have a dad". I knew she looked up to him as a father, I guess it annoyed me because whenever my father was around she didn't pay me any attention, but now I realise that is just stupid, I didn't want a relationship why should I care if her attention is not on me.

They pulled away from each other and I watched as my father walked back out of sight, shaking his head, when he was no longer in view I saw Eliana look right into my eyes and then, once again I watched her turn around and walk to a car that had the door already open and waiting for her, not once did she look back again.

If this morning you had of asked me if I thought today my 30th birthday would have turned to complete shit, I would have laughed in your face. The day started off good, really good to be exact.

I was woken up with lips around my cock, as soon as Ellie heard me moan she knew I was awake and that is when she started to hum causing vibrations to go right through my dick and balls, it was no longer only morning wood, I was fully at attention and leaking waiting for more

She slowly slid back up and glided her tongue right up my shaft till she got to the tip and circled her tongue around it slowly while grabbing hold of my balls and massaging them at the same pace her tongue was moving, my head fell back harder on the pillow and I moaned while all I could think was what a great way to wake up.

She slightly blew on my tip which sent shivers right down my spine and then in one movement took me straight down her throat and swallowed while humming allowing vibrations to go right through my body, I knew I was not going to last long, when her mouth was around my cock it never lasted long.

I moaned out load as she still had me deep in her throat, while she was still massaging my balls, "Elle I'm not going to last, Elle, Elle", I tried to get her to stop so I wouldn't blow in her mouth but as I moaned out her name she also started to hum while I was down her throat, how she does not choke is beyond me, but I came and I came hard.

She swallowed everything I had to offer than completely cleaned my cock with her tongue, before coming off my dick with a final popping sound after I calmed down from my high, she looked up at me seductively and started kissing her way up my chest, she kissed all the way up my neck and then stuck my ear lobe in her mouth and sucked before whispering in my ear "Happy birthday baby".

Like I said what a great way to wake up.

Eliana had told me she was going to give me a birthday party for my 30th, I told her not to worry about it and we could just go out for drinks again. I do remember the night we met on my 29th birthday, I was out drinking with the boys.

She was stunning, she was wearing a tight little black dress, it was high at the front but showed off her back completely, her hair was light brown with blond highlights through it, it was curled and running down her back, the skin on her back was sandy white which made the blond stand out even more, it looked shiny and soft and I just wanted to run my hand through it.

She turned around and our eyes met and I knew that night, that she was the girl that would be waking up with me in the morning, I started towards her and she met me half way, her blue eyes were brighter than the clearest day sky, she was complete perfection, I had never seen any women look so stunning just wearing a simple black dress.

At this point we were standing chest to chest, I was lost for words, all my usual pickup lines flew out of my head, my hand went up and landed on her waist and slowly moved around till I was touching the bottom of her bare back where I pulled her closer against me and I stupidly only came up with "Hi".

She smiled but replied simply with another "Hi".

Sentences, even words failed to exit my mouth so all I could say was "Hunter" and with another one word she replied "Eliana".

We stood there for god knows how long and my idiotic brain again could only muster up another one word "Dance" and her reply was a simple "Yes".

We did end up waking up next to each other the next day and somehow instead of just letting her leave I asked her if she like scrambled eggs, I don't know why because every other girl I had taken home, I just say that was fun, but for some reason, I wanted her to stay longer, I wanted to know more than just her name.

She still went ahead and invited my, friends and family over and my little angel, I must say I had never seen my back yard look so clean, she had hired crews to mow the lawn, set up table and chairs and decorate, the yard was covered in blue and white, I know the helium balloons were probably for Rosie. She never could say no to her and everything that she wanted, Rosie had Ellie wrapped around her finger, at first I never wanted Ellie to meet Rosie because I never wanted anything serious but when Rosie turned up unannounced one night and Ellie was here I had no choice but for them to meet. I guess it benefited me that they got along really well because my daughter started to want to come over, she had never spent one weekend with me until Elle was here, she was really able to calm Rosie in a way that I never could, I had no idea what to do with a baby and then before I knew it she was a toddler and I had less of an idea. But I was now seeing my daughter practically every weekend, because this is where she wanted to be and I couldn't be happier.