When you realise

35. The Celebration

After getting busted by Rachel and James in the position we were in, I quickly made my way to my room, I said I needed to fix my hair but in reality, I had to calm my racing heart down, how is it that one man can make me feel like this.

I looked in the mirror and just adjusted a few strands of my hair and put on some fresh lip gloss, my lips feel slightly swollen, although I'm not surprised by what just happened, just the thought alone has my lips tingling with anticipation for more and blushing, probably not as much as I was when we got busted, but now to occupy my blush was a smile, that I just could not seem to get off my face.

For the first time in a month, I feel happy.

I still don't know what this means for us, because we didn't come to any arrangement, we got completely lost in each other, I hope we are heading in the right direction though, I don't know how I would cope with another heartbreak.

Once I had calmed down, I made my way back down the hall, Rachel and James were still laughing at Hunter, I'm guessing from him not being able to move away from the counter, I felt how hard he had become, we both wanted a release, I can't think about this anymore, I am getting myself flustered again.

We all knew where we were going so, we made our way towards the elevator, Hunter made it to us right before the doors opened and we all walked in, Rachel stepped into James arms and he kissed her on her head and they both had the biggest smile, I knew it was good news but I wanted to hear it for myself.

Hunter stepped in the elevator and stood behind me, he circled my waist with one hand and pulled me back towards him so my back was resting on his chest, I could help but melt into him, this is what I have been craving, I now know that this is what I want. He boubght his head down and rested his chin on my shoulder and at the exact same time we said "well", we both wanted to know if she was pregnant.

They both looked at each other and James leant down and gave Rachel the sweetest kiss, I saw her eyes cloud over but the smile never left her face "I guess you need to wait until everyone is together" James said, he however was still not looking at us, he only had eyes for Rachel at this moment and they were screaming complete happiness, my heart skipped another beat at Hunter rubbing his hand over my lower stomach and kissing me neck.

The door to the elevator opened and we all walked out, Rachel and James stepped out hand in hand with smiles from ear to ear and Hunter and I stepped out with his arm around my back resting on my hip, why all of a sudden, I started feeling awkward, I really don't know, it started when his hand brushed over my lower stomach, I know we were both thinking it. They were having a baby, did he know that he was rubbing his hand over my stomach where a baby could possibly one day grow, or was he just wanting to touch me, I guess we still need to talk before we know where we stand.

I didn't pull away from him though, I was still craving his touch, I think he wants what I do, I just want to know that for sure though before we continue.

We went to the bar and it was not hard to find the group we were looking for, Damian was being himself as always and trying to chat up some random man, Melanie was actually standing close to Bianca and they looked to me laughing at something that Damian was say to the man in front of him, Marcus and Tim were talking but what actually got my attention was the fact that Tim was not looking at Marcus, his attention was however on Damian and the only facial recognition that I could see was that he looked Jealous.

I decided to let that go for now, because as we approached them, they all crowded us, I was shocked that even Damian tore himself away from Mr Random and gathered around us, I would only be presuming that the girls have filled the guys in on what was happening and why I called for James to come to the penthouse.