When you realise

32. Pre Lunch Dates

"Oh my god, my head is killing me" I moaned out while trying to open my eyes, what the hell happened last night was all I could think to myself.

"Shut up, why are you screaming" came a voice beside me and I sat up right away not knowing what was going on but held my head as the room started to spin.

Relief washed over me when I noticed Damian lying beside me and the empty bottle of whisky still in his hand, however we were not at our apartment we were in the office building across the street, ah it's all coming back to be now, I picked up the keys from the real-estate and came over to walk through and Damian came to celebrate with me.

I really am regretting the full bottle though, also sleeping on the hard ground is probably not going to treat me well later today.

We both just sat still for a minute holding our heads, shit I have to go to lunch today with the girls and I cannot even keep the room from spinning.

"Damian what the hell happened last night, why are we still in the office" I questioned as I slowly started to stand up, I few deep breaths and I was feeling semi ok to start making my way home to shower, I managed to pick up my phone beside me and saw that it was still only 7am, so I might possibly be able to grab a couple more hours sleep before meeting up with the girls, thank god we were having lunch at the hotel.

I also noticed when I was checking my phone that I had several messages and missed calls all from Hunter, I will have to deal with that when I get home, I helped Damian stand and we both just kind of held on the each other for support.

"Let's go home and maybe sleep for a bit more" I said as we made our way to the elevator.

"What a great idea, my back is killing me, let's make a deal to never drink that much ever again and fall asleep on a hard floor" he groaned out as he stretched his arms out and tried to stretch out his back. "I call dibs on the bath" he said with a smirk knowing very well that my intention was to jump in the bath and relax.

"Oh sweetheart, if you want a bath you can find yourself another room because that bath has my name written all over it" I said with a bit of over dramatic sass, the kind that he usually gives to me.

"Fine you take the bath, I will make do with a shower till you go to lunch" I can't be bothered replying he knows I don't care if he uses it, so we both just leaned on each other, he had his arm over my shoulder and mine around his waist and we made our way back into the hotel.

Once I was in my room, I stripped off and got into the bath, I decided to check the message while I was laying here for a minute. A few missed calls from Hunter and then the first message.

Hunter- Please answer the phone

Hunter- If it is because of today please just talk to me, I can't handle it when you ignore me.

Hunter- I still have no idea what I did wrong can you please just explain it to me.

There were a few more messages but most of the same thing, I know I over reacted yesterday at the park and we were having a great time and it all just felt natural together until I realised that he does not know me at all, just the way he looked at me when I said I had a driver had me questioning everything.

If I want this to work though, I do have to be more open with him and I do have to talk more about myself, something that I have never been great at, maybe there are somethings about me that if he knows he really won't like and then he will break my heart again, who am I kidding if he was to walk away right now I think he would break my heart again, I am not sure I can live without him in my life, I may be able to survive it but if the past month has taught me anything, living and surviving a two completely different things.