When you realise

13. The Comfort

Underwear guy finally got dressed and left without another word.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ruin your night" I managed to say holding back tears

"You didn't ruin anything baby doll, that guy was the worst kisser in history I was actually starting to dread what this lips would do to my cock" he shuddered at the mere thought "That would have been the worst blow job I had ever received, I don't even want to think about how lame he would have been ploughing into me from behind, I need a man to treat me dirty and rough"

"Oh my god, no matter how shit I feel you can always manage to make me laugh" I said while laughing in his arms.

"Now you need to tell me why you are home and why you look like shit" he was saying as he pulled back a little bit to look at my face.

"I will tell you everything as soon as your nasty arse gets off me and puts some clothes on".

Damian walks of down the hall while he yelled out "You love this sexy arse bitch"

I walked into the bar and opened the cabinet that held the glasses, usually I like a nice glass of wine, but tonight I think it calls for something a little stronger. I pulled out 2 whisky shot glasses and poured the whisky, while waiting for Damian to return, I downed mine in one shot and refilled the glass.

"Oh shit" came from behind me. "That bad hey, bringing out the big guns for tonight".

I looked down at my glass took another shot and once again refilled.

Damian walked up behind me and took both glasses away "Spill" was all he said.

I didn't hold back, I told him everything that had happened from the moment I woke Hunter up for his birthday with his dick in my mouth and ended with the moment I walked in a saw Damian about to stick his dick in some ransoms mouth.

The first moment Damian put his hand up to stop me, was after I had told him what Hunter had said to his friends while I was finishing the salad's, he handed me my shot of whisky, he didn't take the glass away again but he was still holding the bottle, he also took his first shot at that time.

The second time he put his hand up was after I told him about Mary saying sorry, he filled both our glasses and we downed, I went to carry on with the story but he said something about that bitch saying sorry to me called for 2 shots.

The third time he poured my glass for me was when my phone started ringing and I looked at the caller Id and Hunter's name came up. He took my phone off me as it kept ringing, than asked if I wanted to listen to the voice mail that was left. I simply just shook my head no.

I looked at the bottle and there was not much left in it after I had finished telling him about today, he filled both of our glasses again and the bottle was empty.

"I am so sorry babydoll, I know how much you loved him, I only met him a couple of times but I could see for the first time in your life you opened yourself up and let someone in" he softly said to me.

"I let you in" I responded

"It's not the same, we are best friends and we have been for almost 10 years when we met in that first class we had, we tell each other everything. If I wasn't gay I would be all up in you" We both pissed ourselves laughing at that statement.

"What can I do to make you feel better sweetheart". I have been upset before but never like this, I get upset and shitty if a deal does not go through and I end up finding some random guy in a bar and using him to rid my troubles.

Did I want to go down that path, did I want to try and forget.

I took my last shot and looked Damian in the eye "Let's go find a distraction".