unforgivable ✦ h.g [ editing ]

chapter two

cheyanne's point of view -

* beeep beep *

my alarm clock rang right on time.

i got up dragging myself out of bed.

the dream was still a clear image in my head.

i got into the shower washed up and then hopped out.

i put on a black shirt that read

'flower child' , with skinny jeans and a red flannel wrapped around my waist.

i brushed through my tangled hair and decided to leave it down. 

i did my everyday makeup.

which wasn't too much.

after i was done, i went downstairs and into the kitchen. my  sister alex was slowly eating her frosted flakes.

i poured myself a bowl and sat next to her.

she mumbled "morning chey"

i replied with " good morning."

we ate in silence until she said

"it's 6 ;45 we should get going"

i nodded and put my bowl in the dishwasher.

we walked to her car, and we drove away in silence.

after awhile the school was in my view.

my stomach started to twist.

i felt my sister grab my hand and say

"it'll be okay chey" i faked a smile and we got out of the car.

she's three years older than me so she's in 11th grade.

i entered the school and took a deep breath.

i went to my locker and saw that lindsey wasn't their as usual.

i tried to hurry and get my stuff so i wouldn't have to face hayes, or ashlynn today. i'm in the mood for their crap, actually i never am.

i had my stuff, and turned around only to see the couple of the year walking up to me.

just my luck.

"look who it is babe , the slut" ashlynn said talking to hayes.

hayes chuckled and said

"how are you doing today cheyanne?"

is this a fake question or something...

i stuttered "ff -fine"

he snickered "let me fix that"

then pushed me into my locker, causing me to bang my leg.

i locked eyes with his now dark blue eyes, memories flashed through my head before he punched me in the stomach.

this isn't the hayes i know what happened to my dorky best friend ? the one that hugged me when i was down. or the boy who obsessed over mean girls. the one that played video games with me and pouted when he lost even though he always let me win. the one that face timed me late at night to talk about random stuff.

i missed that hayes .

tears started forming in my eyes and i forgot that they were standing there. i was no longer crying because of the pain but because of the memories.

"how pathetic, your crying cheyanne really?" hayes laughed.

"you just punched me in my gut, what the fuck am i suppose to do?" i spat out blood on his shoe.

"what did i tell you about talking back bitch." he fumed kicking me yet again.

after he was satisfied he and his little group walked off.

i stuck up my middle finger wishing i could shove it down his throat.

i wiped my eyes and then saw lindsey rushing my way.

she crouched down next to me and engulfed me in a hug.

"are you okay chey, what the hell happened?" she rushed out at me.

"fine, and you know hayes being his usual self." i said trying to stand up.

she held out her hand and pulled me up.

"lets get you cleaned up, you have a little blood on your face." she smiled at me sadly.

i nodded and we walked to the bathroom.

"your going to be late for class, you go i'll be okay." i said as she dabbed the cloth on my head stinging me a bit.

"your my best friend, i'm suppose to take care of you. learning and shit comes second." she grinned making me chuckle and shake my head.

"this is why i love you." i laughed hugging her as we were on our way to class.

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the rest of the day was spent of lindsey  trying to cheer me up. i love her for thar but honestly the only thing that would cheer me up is a netflix marathon with my now ex bestfriend hayes.

i will always question what happened between us.

a/n ; does this suck ? - sam
no - madison 😏

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