Eret x Reader one-shots

-Drivers License-

⬆️SONG IS ABOVE IF YOU WANT TO LISTEN TO IT WHILE READING⬆️
Lol uh
RED LIGHTS STOPP SIGNS
n e ways
i really like this song, and wanted to write some edgy shit, I PROMISE I'LL WRITE FLUFF AGAIN SOON LOL
I'm Evil part 2 has fluff in it as well—
but yeah 😎😎
Summary:UH

Pronouns: Idrk, probably They/Them?

Type: angst— SONGFIC ANGST 😀

Warnings:S a d , one line about suicide 😐

Relationship: Kind of self-explanatory home boy-
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Y/N's POV
I got my driver's license last week
I sigh, getting into my car.
Just like we always talked about
I forget to buckle a lot; apparently did this time too. I set my hands on the steering wheel, and stare for a moment.
Cause you were so excited for me to finally drive up to your house
I laugh softly, remembering how Eret had always said i could surprise him and go to his house when i got my driver's license.
But today i drove through the suburbs
I try to avoid going to his house, and eventually do. But i was just a block away from him.
Crying cause you weren't around.
Without realizing, i had drove past his house several times, and ended up in tears.
And you're probably with that blonde girl
I noticed he has the window open, and i could see him laughing. With her.
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
How'd he even find someone so pretty? She was complete perfection...
She's everything i'm insecure about.
I'm nothing like her. I don't have a small waist— she does— she's so perfect and i'm...
Yeah today i drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could i ever love someone else?
But he's perfection too... they're perfect, huh?
And i know we weren't perfect...
We'd fight a lot, you two don't... But i thought we were play-fighting...
But i've never felt this way for no-one
Everyone said we were perfect together, Eret.
And i just can't imagine how you must be so okay now that i'm gone
Maybe i should leave?
Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
Cause you said forever now i drive alone past your street.
I vaguely remember him saying on our first date that we'd move in together and we'd live happily forever.
All my friends are tired of hearing 'bout how much i miss you
They all started leaving me... maybe it's cause i keep talking about you?
I kinda feel sorry for them cause they'll never know you the way that i do
They just say i'm stupid for still loving you; but you were so special, so different.
Yeah today i drove through the suburbs
And pictured i was driving home to you
I looked to my right, and pretended that you were there. But i know you aren't.
And i know we weren't perfect
It's getting late.
But i've never felt this way for no-one
I should head home.
And i just can't imagine how you could be so okay
I didn't notice the guy pull out in front of me.
Now that i'm gone.
I ran into him.
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
cause you said forever now i drive alone past your street
I could feel everything fall away; but i still pictured you. I pictured you there, holding me, telling me to stay with you.
Red lights
I could hear the sirens and the man's panicked voice.
Stop signs.
I remember laughing with you.
I still see your face in the white cars, front lawns
I remember talking about what kind of car i'd get to drive to you.
Can't drive past the places we used to go to
I remember seeing the park we met at, 12:56 in the morning in the rain.
Cause i still fucking love you babe
I'll admit, it's hard without you.
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
You'd drive us around everywhere, we'd laugh about random things... god, i loved those days.
Over all the noise
god i'm so blue, know we're through
I cried a lot after you said you didn't love me anymore.
But i still fucking love you
I'm never letting you go...
I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
The man tried shaking me awake.
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone
I hear the sirens closer, but still far off.
'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Hey! Hey! Stay alive!!'
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
I should've listened to you Eret.
Yeah, you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
'Be careful when you're driving, don't run into anyone.'
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Ayup 👁👁💧
How was that?
Hope it was at least decent—
idk but ye 😐👍🏻
have a great day/night/whateva
-Mellohi💕