𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 ᴹᴬᴿᴷ ᴸᴱᴱ

３．６ - ｆｅｅｌ

after haewon got out of the bathtub and finally got dressed into some sweatpants and a hoodie, she plopped down onto her bed. her phone showed her many missed calls and messages from different nct members. mainly taeyong and mark, but there were also some messages from the dreamies and johnny.

first of all, she decided to check out taeyong' first. just some things regarding planning meetings with her dad. johnny, a few file reports from the past missions. alright nothing bad yet. then, the dreamie group chat, it was basically renjun and haechan fighting while the others were entertained. alright, nothing was bad, but there was one last chat, which read 5 messages.

mark.
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why didn't you tell anyone that you were going to your dad??

it's too dangerous

haewon please don't do that

are you okay??

haewon answer oh god

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haewon smiled. the missed calls were also from him. she was way too tired to call him, so she decided to just text him back for now and answer him when she woke up from her nap.

i'm at home, everything is fine mark

then she proceed to shut off her phone and went to sleep. her sleep didn't last long when suddenly a loud thud woke her up after 30 minutes in der sleep. sleepy, she walked out of her room to see what happened.

after haewon saw what happened, she chuckled. the boys were playing and somehow to managed to fly down the stairs, but all together. puzzled, they were sitting on the end of the stairs, looking up to haewon.

"what exactly was your intention?"

"well it wasn't planned to go down the stairs at least"

"shut up seungmin at least it was fast and didn't take so much time to go down the stairs"

"felix, we didn't even WANT to go downstairs"

the boys kept bickering back and forth until haewon decided to leave it. in that moment, the doorbell rang. since the boys were busy fighting, she decided to get the door herself. when she opened the door, she froze.

in front of her stood mark. his face was covered with his hoodie.

"can i come in?"

haewon took a second to regain herself before she answered.

"if you're already here, sure"

she let him in. after he took off his shoes, haewon guided him into her room, not wanting anyone to know that he was here. based on what the others knew, haewon and mark still had a tense relationship. she especially didn't want chan to know, even though he already knew more than haewon knew he did.

in fact, chan already knew what was happing, otherwise he wouldn't have asked mark that time. in her room, she sat down on the bed, with mark following. it was an awkward atmosphere, mark just kept scanning her which was rather uncomfortable to haewon. she didn't know what he was doing, nor why he was here.

"you don't have any new bruises"

he then suddenly said. after he said that, haewon instantly knew why he was here. well, more or less. he already texted her, and after her answer he wasn't satisfied, which is why he proceed to drive to her house, not even telling his members. they all looked puzzled when he just went out without even saying anything.

"well, why are you here anyways mark?"

"haechan told be that you went to your dad, are you really that stupid? how could you go there! he is a damn asshole can't you see-"

mark just kept on rambling. haewon decided to let him ramble for a bit, noticing that he really needed to let it all out. she didn't mind, plus it was kinda cute that that he worried so much about her.

"are you done yet?"

"why weren't you careful?!"

"i'm fine mark, he didn't do anything.well, he is still mad about it but he won't kill me. you worry way too much"

"when you would stop putting yourself in danger the whole time i wouldn't need to do that haewon"

he looked her straight in the eyes. this time, he didn't care that he showed his feelings to someone other than his members. not this time. he wanted to get over his fear of being replaced again. of being betrayed as hard as before. his confidence left his body again after no answer came from haewon.

scared, that this was too much, he looked on the floor. trying to not show any emotion on the face. haewon on the other hand was just speechless. mark, the asshole mark really made an impact in her life. more than she wanted, but it was worth it. when she noticed the change in his mood, she realized that she hasn't replied yet.

"that's actually sweet coming from you there"

she winked at him. at this point, mark couldn't hold in his smile, grinning at her. he was relieved that she didn't push him away anymore, and he was sure that he didn't need to do that anymore as well. even though both of them couldn't show their feelings as much as they felt them, both of them knew that they could take their time now.

the tense atmosphere started to vanish, instead, a relaxing atmosphere was formed. it felt like they could finally understand each other. everything that stood in between them was finally gone. even though no one said anything, it wasn't awkward. neither of them knew why, but they finally felt comfortable around each other.

"soo, movie night?"

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a/n

heh :) think we got somewhere friends :)

anyways hope you have a great day don't forget to smile <3

my last exam for now is in two days i hope i can write more after then :) but i currently have a bit of a writer block so we will see