𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 ᴹᴬᴿᴷ ᴸᴱᴱ

３．９ - ｌｏｖｅ

after everyone was seated, they started the movie. haewon sat next to mark in a pretty big armchair that was big enough for both of them, even being able to lay down. the rest of the dreamies were sitting on the couch next to it, nearly having any room to move, but it was fine, that's what they wanted.

since haewon and mark were too big cowards to do that themselves, they decided to take the matter into their own hands, giving them a push, not knowing these two were already farer in their relationship than they originally thought. but they didn't need to know that.

after the movie had started, everyone was watching it, not paying attention to their surroundings. haewon and mark on the other side were cuddled up under a blanket. more like both were just chilling under the blanket.

until mark decided to hug her from behind, spooning her. it wasn't really obvious, plus the others were too much caught up in the movie anyways. haewon on the other hand didn't really know how to respond to that. to her, the move he made wasn't exactly clear. he did hug her, but made it seem like that wasn't the case. from the outside no one would see he was actually hugging her.

she didn't know why it was bothering her as much as it did. mark noticed the change in her behavior, not knowing where it suddenly came from. he grabbed her waist and pulled her to him, turning her around to face him. their faces were now only inches apart, but they couldn't care less.

"what's wrong?"

"it's nothing"

"come on just tell me"

"don't worry about it"

"then tell me"

"you're the one telling me not to worry about you, it goes both ways"

"that's not the same, i worry about you"

"still goes both ways"

"haewon"

"mark"

"just tell me"

"it's nothing, really"

mark opened his mouth to  say something again, but someone else was faster than him.

"are you two love birds done with your talking? we want to enjoy the movie without your love talk right there"

both of them turned around to face the others. all of them were looking at mark and haewon, movie paused. awkward. 

"geez chill we weren't doing anything"

"yet"

"no we are not-"

"yeah not yet so why do you bother"

"mARK WHAT"

"chill out haewon"

"i'm not gonna-"

"ssshhhh"

mark held her mouth shut. haewon's cheeks were now burning hot and red. mark was way to bold with their relationship. more than she actually liked. probably because she wasn't really used showing affection in front of other people other than the people she was showing affection to in that moment.
it was just something she wasn't used to.

"fine"

she rolled her eyes at him. the boys continued to watch the movie and it was all quiet again, only the sound of the movie was heard. yet, for some reason the getting caught in their own bubble gave mark confidence to try more. he knew all of them wanted them together, even haechan told him that he sees how happy haewon is with him.

so he decided to finally do the step. haewon was facing the tv again, with her back to mark. he put his arm around her waist, this time, pulling her close to him until his breath hit her neck. haewon shivered at the contact.
mark moved his face close to haewon's ear.

"after the movie we need to talk"

haewon turned her head, puzzling expression on her face. she didn't know what he wanted. did something happen? but mark already had his attention back on the movie. annoyed, but decided to wait, haewon also turned back around. 

mark on the other hand, smiled to himself. he saw her expression, finding it absolutely adorable. but he restrained himself to wait for the perfect moment. the rest of the guys already knowing about it. the wait was finally coming to an end. the rest of nct was kind of told as well. the dreamies couldn't keep their mouth shut and told the rest that maybe it was finally time that mark made a move.

he would definitely get teased though, but the guys decided to wait until it was over. the movie ended and everyone was super sleepy. deciding that it would be the best when everyone headed to sleep.

"hey haewon"

"what's up hyuck"

"you're sleeping in mark's room"

"but-"

"no but's we all need our space to sleep"

"renjun's right, we want to sleep not to be chocked"

"yAh i don't-"

"mark will deal with you we will go to sleep"

"ugh fine"

mark had followed the conversation in silent, giggling. 

"come on haewon"

she nodded and they all went upstairs. quickly saying goodnight to everyone before closing the door behind them. it was finally time.

"what did you want to talk about?"

"uhm- well-"

he didn't know what to say. well, he did, just didn't know how to put it into words. haewon was patient with him. she didn't push him, but instead waited for him to answer.

"take your time, i'm not running away mark"

after she said that, he relaxed. mark was now sure than ever that she was the person he needed the most. the person he didn't want to live without. his life was pain without her and she was the person who made him happy. his life was miserable and dangerous still, but so was her life and they just made each other happy.

no secrets needed, they had the same lifestyle. even though they weren't perfect, their relationship was. and he was determined to make it last. to make it stronger. he was willing to fight for it if necessary.

"haewon i have to tell you something, i really do"

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a/n 

it's now only one chapter that will be published :)

i really don't know what to think of this book but i'm proud for myself that i finished this book though

let me know how you liked it so far :)

have a good day everyone <3