DEAL (Jenlisa)

Deal LVII

It has been a week since the break up. Jennie tried talking to Lisa but she decided to take a leave for a while to stay away from Jennie. She flew to Japan together with her childhood friends for a week. When Chaeng and the others found out about the break up, they didn't know what to do. They were torn.

Alam nilang may mali si Jennie but alam din nilang kailangan sila ni Jen ngayon.

For a week now, sa bahay ng mama niya tumutuloy si Jennie. She couldn't stand being in her condo right now. Lahat ng memories bumabalik sa kanya. But what hurts the most is even the bad ones keep on coming back.

Her mother, Miyeon and Irene were having dinner when Jennie arrived from her room.

Pagdating niya sa dining area ay bigla namang tumayo si Miyeon.

Miyeon: Nawalan na ako ng gana.

Mrs. Kim: Miyeon!

Miyeon: May lakad pa po pala ako. I need to get ready.

Nilabas niya ang plato niya at umakyat sa kwarto.

Umupo si Jennie at inabutan naman siya ni Irene ng food.

Irene: Pag pasensyahan mo na yun ate. Lilipas din yun.

Jen: I don't blame her for being mad at me. Totoo namang kasalanan ko eh.

Mrs. Kim: Sinubukan mo na bang kausapin?

Jen: I haven't coz ever since she found out she just kept on ignoring me.

Mrs. Kim: You should try to talk to her. Make her listen.

Napa-isip naman si Jen at biglang tumayo para sundan ang kapatid. She went to Miyeon's room and didn't even bother to knock. Dire-diretso siyang pumasok na kinagulat naman ni Miyeon.

Miyeon: Usong kumatok.

Miyeon sounded irritated. Jennie brushed of her sisters annoyance.

Jen: Can we please talk? Or atleast listen to me

She was pleading and sa totoo lang hindi naman talaga galit si Miyeon. Naiinis, oo pero hindi naman siya completely galit sa ate niya.

Miyeon: what do you have to say?

Umupo si Jennie sa kama ni Miyeon and asked her sister to do the same. Sumunod naman si Miyeon pero instead of sitting beside her sister she sat opposite to her.

Jen: I'm sorry.

Miyeon: Bakit sakin ka nagso-sorry?

Jen: Eh kasi galit ka din sakin.

Miyeon: UGH!! Ate, you don't get it. You were so scared that me and Irene would be against your relationship with Ate Lisa but we were rooting for you. Full support kami sa relationship niyo. When you fought tumulong kaming pag ayusin kayo kasi we saw how much you love each other. The way na nagkkwento ka samin. I know for sure that you love her so much. i got to know Ate Lisa as well at alam kong mahal na mahal ka niya and she'd do anything for you. Pero ate why do you keep on hurting her? I know you expect me to understand you but ang hirap kasi once or twice na saktan mo siya forgivable pero ate pauli-ulit eh. Nakakaawa siya. She keeps on proving her worth to you pero you keep on doing things na alam mong ikasasakit niya. I know you ate. You're trying to do the right thing pero it always seems to end in the worst way possible but it's been on repeat na medyo nakakapagod na.

Jennie couldn't help but cry sa mga sinabi ni Miyeon. She knows her sister means well at normal lang na sumama ang loob nito sa kanya dahil talagang naging close sila ni Lisa.

Jen: I don't know Miyeon. Kahit subukan kong gawin yung tama lagi ko pa rin siyang nasasaktan. I'm trying not to hurt her but it seems na wala na akong tamang ginawa. I just hate myself right now. I'm messing up my own life with my own decisions. Hindi ko na alam kung pano ko itatama yung mga maling desisyong ginawa ko. What's worst than losing my girlfriend is pati ikaw galit sakin. I can't keep on living na masama ang loob mo sakin. I want you to understand na i didn't mean to hurt her but then again I'm not a reliable source for this kind of thing.