Have you lost it

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—I think hell isn't somewhere you go, but something you carry around with you—
Y/n POV:

"Look you either listen to me or I cut, got it?" Raya threatened. She put the cold blade to my neck and caused my head to lean back. Miles was staring at me and Raya in fear.

"Why are we here, bitch?" I asked.

"I ask the questions around here!" She raised her voice.

"You wouldn't do it your too much of a wuss!" I mocked her.

"Wanna bet?" She smirked. Miles eyes went wide.

"Y/n just listen to her." Miles told me.

"Yeah listen to your little boyfriend." Raya laughed.

"You won't do it! I know you!" I laughed.

"Wanna keep playing that game?!" Raya asked as she pushed the knife completely against my throat. I smiled to her.

"Do it! DO IT! FUCKING DO IT!" I begged. She liked the begging and Miles looked terrified. "GOD DAMMIT! FUCKING SLIT MY THROAT!" I yelled.

"Your crazy!" Raya spat.

"Your too scared to do it! That's cause you know if you kill me, my people will come after you!" I chuckled. Raya shook her head.

"Maybe I'll kill your little boyfriend." Raya smirked.

"Oh, go ahead. He's too much of a hassle anyways." I laughed. Raya walked over to Miles and put the knife close to his throat.

"I'll do it!" Raya threatened.

"Go for it." I told her. Miles eyes went wide.

"Please! Don't! Please y/n tell her to stop!" Miles begged for his life. I just shook my head. I convinced myself that didn't care what happened to him. I wanted him to hurt the way I hurt!

"Damn! Your a fucking heartless psycho!" Raya raised her voice as she put the pocket knife back into her pant pocket.

"Oh, but darling, you know you fucking love it!" I smirked.

"I used to love it." Raya shook her head as she walked past Miles. She then walked over to me and kissed me on the lips. She then left the room that Miles and I were tied up in.

"Y-you almost let her kill me!" Miles raised his voice. He was in shock and I don't really blame him. The work he used to do is child's play, compared to the work I've been doing.

"Shut the fuck up, or I'll kill you myself right now!" I threatened. Miles raised an eyebrow and I opened my clenched palm, revealing Raya's pocket knife. I cut the ropes off of me then set Miles free. I picked the lock on the door and opened the door. Reveling a long dim hallway.

"When we're you gonna tell me you were gay?" Miles asked as we sped walked down the hallway.

"I never needed to tell you anything! You fucking kidnapped me!" I explained.

"Yeah. True, but you did the same to me!" Miles got defensive.

"I'm not lesbian, I'm Pan, so I love all genders and I guess I'm 'gender blind'. I suck at explaining." I told Miles. He nodded, then I grabbed his hand and we ran down the very long hallway.

A/n: I'm pan and I'm so bad at explaining my sexuality to others 🤦🏽‍♀️

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