Miles My kidnapper

I hate you

—I'm not trying to hurt you, darling I'm trying to make you better—
Miles POV:

"Shit! She could be fucking anywhere!" I yelled! Jax gave me a questioning look.

"Your dumb as fuck! Your dating your hostage! Haven't you learned anything from the past!?" Jax asked me looking dumbfound.

"It's different this time." I tried to defend myself.

"No, not at all! You seriously are a dumb motherfucker!" Jax shook his head.

"Are you gonna help me find her? The suns gonna be setting soon!" I was pissed as I said that. I was mad at myself. Did I want her to know that I was gonna kill him? The thought made me sick. I used to be a killer, I'm not anymore. I mentally reassured myself.

"Miles? Are we gonna go look?" Jax asked me. He must of relized i zoned out.

"Yes! Let's go." I commanded. We went outside through the front door and looked around the house.

"Maybe she left through the front gate?" Jax questioned.

"No, she's too smart to do that. She probally left from the stone wall at the back. She probably is running further into the woods." I explained.

"That's not smart. She will get fucking lost, or killed by animals. Some shit like that." Jax laughed shaking his head.

"I mean it's smarter than escaping from the front gate where a road is since anyone could find her for us. Also she is smart, but dosent think before she does shit. So she probably went through the back and into the woods." I explained.

"Damn. Did you stalk her while she was here?" Jax joked.

"No, I fell in love with her." I said in all honesty. Jax gave me a questioning look. We then walked over to the back part of the house. The stone wall that blocked the house off from the outside world, we climbed it.

We were now in the woods and it was freezing out here! Shit well be lucky to find her alive, I thought. We began walking the woods and used our phone flashlights to look for foot prints.

Y/n POV:

I was freezing, I lost all feeling in my hands. The sun was fully set now and I thought it would be easier to hide. I don't know how far into the woods I was. I sat behind a tree and leaned against it. The ground was wet from earlier today's rain. I was shivering, but I kept quiet. I closed my eyes, I was so tired and cold. I fell asleep to the sound of rain falling onto me.

Miles POV:

"This is psychotic we could get sick! It's raining!" Jax said annoyedly.

"You can go back, but I'm not going back with out y/n!" I exclaimed.

"Why because you love her! Fuck! You've gone soft!" Jax said shaking his head.

"No because she is the trade for the money." I said clearly pissed. Had I really gone soft? I questioned.

"Shit! Is that her?" Jax asked as he pointed to a lifeless body that had long brown hair.

"Yes! Y/n." I called out, as I rushed Over to her. She wasn't moving. I shook her, but she didn't wake up! "Fuck!" I yelled! I then picked her up and slung her over my shoulder. Jax and I walked back to my house as I carried y/n who wasn't breathing well.

I didn't know what I was more mad about, the fact that she left, or that she didn't come back knowing she could fucking die from the cold if she didn't come back! Did she have a death wish? I wondered.

A/n: I wrote this outside and it's 50°! I'm freezing and can't feel my hands 😂