—I did this to myself, it's my karma—
Miles Pov:
The ambulance arrived, and Y/n wasn't good. I had just watched her eyes roll into the back of her head. I felt like I had lost everything. 'Maybe I already had, maybe y/n truly was gone a year ago.' I thought. Y/n's blood was all over me. It was in my clothes and hands, even on my face. Raya was on the floor crying. She wasn't ok, she had just stabbed Ajax in the head. He littlerly had a knife in his skull.
"Why the fuck did you have him kill y/n!?" I yelled at Raya.
"I didn't, I told him I was backing out." Raya sobbed.
"You lie!" I screamed at her. Raya cried more and once the ambulance left and took Y/n and Ajax it was just me and Raya.
I wanted to hurt her, I wanted to stab her. To hurt her the way she threatens to hurt y/n. She layers on the floor and cried like a toddler. 'I'll be locked away if I do this...maybe I should be locked away. If y/n survives, I need to let her go. I don't deserve her! I broke her.' I thought as I walked over to Raya. I hovered over her and watched as she cried on the cold floor.
"What?" She cried.
"I was going to kill you, but I'd rather have you locked away. It will be more torture." I mocked her.
"No! Please kill me." Raya sat up. "Miles, please!" She begged me.
"Your begging makes me want it less!" I spat at her. Ag that moment the cop car lights came. One officer picked up Raya and put her in the back, while the other had me get into his car.
"She kidnapped me and y/n." I said blankly.
"I did." Raya said as they slammed her door shut.
"We're gonna have you checked out, and we're gonna admit her." The officer said as he began driving. I felt so tired, and lost. Was she going to the looney bin, instead of jail? 'Maybe I should of killed her'. I thought to myself.
The cop drove off into the night, I worried I'd never see the love of my life again. Maybe, I deserve this. Maybe I deserved the pain. Y/n didn't deserved the pain of death, but I do deserve the pain of loosing the only person I ever loved. I deserve this because I didn't treat my love, they way I should of. I didn't deserve love, I didn't deserve y/n.
"Miles, we need your statement." The officer said as I faced him. We were in the hospital as a doctor checked me out and took x-rays.
"I broke her." I stared blankly at the wall.
"Miles?" The cop asked.
"He's going into shock!" The nurse yelled. At the moment, everything wasn't what it seamed. I felt detached from the world. 'Just give up.' I thought to myself. "Miles stay with us!" The nurse yelled.
Maybe I never was really here. I hurt y/n, the way I hurt everyone I care about. Maybe this was the end of the line for me. I hoped I'd meet y/n again. I loved her.
A/n: I hope your doing well! Not proof read and I wrote this with blurry vision
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