《Don't give up on me 》- 1

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Bonne lecture 💕

- Je te rappel Kady, dis-je avant de raccrocher

Je pose mon téléphone et me place à l'extrémité de la pièce, le plus loin possible de lui qui venait de fermer la porte. Je ne serais comment décrire la façon dont il me regardait.

-Tu me détestes à ce point hun, me dit il

- ...

- J'pensais que tu me pardonnerais tu sais, que j'allais faire tout pour te récupérer et qu'on serait heureux...

Il s'approche de moi.

- A quoi tu joue Amy ?

Il me dit ça d'une voix très calme mais ferme et menaçante à la fois.

- ...

- ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION

- Arrête de crier les jumeaux vont t'entendre !

- And you think I fucking care right now !?

-....Ismael

- Tu me rends ouf et j'sais pas quoi faire, je dois faire quoi...? Dit il en s'approchant un peu plus de moi

- ...Je

- Qu'est que je dois putain de faire pour que tu redeviennes comme avant...Reprend t-il en prenant mes mains dans les siennes

Lorsque ses mains touchèrent les miennes, un frisson parcouru l'ensemble de mon corps.

- ... Just shut up Ismael ! Shut up ! Dis je en repoussant ses mains

- You shut up ! Every time you open your fucking mouth is just to remind me how bad I screwed up. And oh wait Mrs saint didn't tell it today ! What are you waiting for, me dit il d'une voix sarcastique

- Because you screwed up Ismael, you did !

- ...You know what I'm sorry, yeah that's my fault I'm the reason of all your fucking problems! I was in denial, thinking that we were soul mates and that you'll still give me a chance.

Il recule et s'approche de la commode, pour récupérer la photo de notre mariage posé dessus, avant de revenir vers moi.

- Yep that was pure denial and you know why ? Cause I miss my wife for fucks sake , not you, I miss my fucking wife, I miss her! Dit il en me pointant du doigt sur la photo. And that ain't fucking you!

- And I miss my fucking husband and that ain't you too!

Les mots que je venais de prononcer le déstabilisa.

-... I did one mistake, one fucking mistake...

- Stop it Ismael, you and I both know that if it was me, you wouldn't have forgiven me

- YES I WOULD HAVE! The fuck you're talking about !?

- I -

- You're never gonna forgive me are you ? You just gonna bring it up everytime. Dit il en m'interrompant

- ...

- And that's the difference between you and me Amy.
I would've forgiven you cause you were my fucking first love. But now  you... you're just so messed up , I made you suffer by leaving you, I took the wrong decision cause I thought I was protecting you, and I really thought at the time that it was the right decision. But now you're trying to get revenge on me, cause you're the most resentful person I know. At least that's what I thought, that you were just being resentful and stubborn. But now I know, that you just hate me...