CHAPTER 42- Adore
Demi's POV
I watched Nicko unlock the door and step inside. To my surprise, he shut it behind him, and stood there, alone. He took a deep breath and looked around, It was still dark in the house so as his eyes passed over me I knew he couldn't see me. He began to walk, and I followed him quietly into the bedroom, where he sat on the bed, immediately putting his head into his hands. I took a deep breath and stepped into the doorway.
"Hi."
Nicko's head snapped up to look at me, "H-Hi... What are you doing here?"
I bit my lip, "You said that you were bringing a girl home."
He nodded, "My date had a bedtime I had to make, so we decided to call it a night." He stood up, "You'd like her actually, I'm picking her up tomorrow morning."
I flet a flood of releif go through me, "You were with Mia."
He nodded and smirked a bit, "I didn't see the point in going on an actual date if I knew I'd never want anyone else but you. I sent you to the text because I wanted to see what you'd do. If you would come here to try and stop me, or let me go."
I leaned against the door and looked at my hands, "Oh."
By now, Nicko was only a foot from me, "Now this is the part where you either kiss me with romantic music playing in the backround or we walk away. It's your choice."
I glanced up and melted in his blue eyes, the same eyes I trust, and love, and feel safe every time I look into them. The same eyes that have seen me in my worst state, that have cried over me, and have been so full of love as they saw his baby girl for the first time. This time, there was no hesistation in my mind as I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him with as much passion as I could muster in my body. His arms wrapped around me and swung me through the air, lifting me a couple inches off of the ground. I wound my fingers in his hair as our mouths moved together and he began to walk backwards until his legs hit the matress and I fell on top of him. We were both panting and gasping for air as I let out a moan when his hands slid underneath my jeans and gripped my butt. Just as they moved to go under my shirt I inhaled sharply and jolted away from him.
"Demi? What's wrong?" Nicko asked, sitting up abruptly as I fixed my shirt.
"I... I can't...."
I could see the panic in his eyes, "Did you change your mind?!"
"No!" I tried to assure him, "No I promise I didn't change my mind. I just.. I can't."
He bit his lip and I shut my eyes. I wanted him so bad, but I didn't want him to see my body and how it's changed since I had Mia. I hadn't yet lost all of the baby weight and was so insecure in just clothes let alone naked? A small sob escaped my mouth and I suddenly was bawling. Fat, salty tears ran down my face and Nicko sighed, reaching for me.
"Come here." He pulled me on top of him so my head was resting on his chest, just above his heart. It made me cry harder that he remembered how much I liked this. "Don't cry Demi." He murmured, as he held me together, "Don't cry, I've got you." His hands brushed my waist as I squirmed away from him.
"Dont do that." My voice came out in a whisper, "Don't touch me."
He sat up and intertwined our fingers, "Demi, talk to me."
I shook my head, "I'm sorry, I can't."
He moved closer and I moved back, nearly at the edge of the bed, "Demi. Calm down. It's okay."
I shook my head again, "No it's not okay!" I stood up as he reached for me, "It's not okay that I can't have sex with you right now! I hate being like this!"
He stared at me, "Like what?!"
I spun around and guestered to my body wildly, "I'm disgusting Nicko! Everything about my body has changed since Mia and I hate it! I have stretch marks and scars that you haven't seen yet and it's all just gross! Maybe you should've really brought someone home."
Nicko made a noise of disgust and stood up, glaring at me as he stalked over to where I stood. I took a step back but he grabbed my waist, yanking me towards him and cupping my cheek with one of his hands, "What the hell are you talking about? Demi... Your body is perfect in my eyes. Everything that's changed doesn't disgust me, it will never disgust me. It reminds me of the baby we made out of love for each other. If anything the changes in your body has made me even more attracted to you. I want you just the way you are, and I always will. You're drop dead gorgeous, and I don't want to be with anyone else. Why can't you get that through your head?" He walked me over to the bed and climbed over me, supporting himself with his arms as he stared into my eyes. "You really don't see it do you? Demi I absolutely adore you, and your body and your mind. Everything about you makes me want you. I could care less about what your body looked like. Right now, all I want to do is show you how much I've missed you in my arms and how much I've missed waking up to you. Will you let me do that?"
I twisted my fingers in his hair and leaned up, letting my mouth teasingly touch his, "I love you."
His mouth was on mine instantly, "I love you too."
I let out a sigh as I tilted my head back and he pressed his lips to my neck repeatedly, "Nicko." I whispered, and looked into his eyes, "I want you."
He smiled and crashed his lips onto mine again, letting me feel a bit of his weight as his hand rested on my stomach, moving under my shirt.
"Is this okay?" He panted, breaking the kiss.
I let out a groan and nodded, "Yes. I'm fine I just need you so bad."
He needed no more. Nicko lifted my shirt above my head and kissed every inch of my stomach and chest, By the time he made his way up to my lips I was gripping the bedsheets tightly.
"Please." I whimpered, and one of my hands gripped his hair, "Just please do it now Nicko. I need you."
He smiled and nodded, letting me pull his shirt off, sighing as I raked my nails down his abdomen, then tackled his belt. I bit my lip as I pulled down his pants and underwear. He kissed me hard, forcing me on my back as he kissed down my stomach to my pantline. I let out a groan as he pulled off my pants, and gently removed my underwear with his teeth. "Ready?" I nodded pitifully as he posistioned himself at my enterance, and let out a loud groan as he slowly pushed himself into me.
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