Control ~Levi x Reader~ {Modern AU}

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Levi POV

Its not right. 

I shouldn't of had kissed her or touched her. 

She's not thinking straight at all. 

She's just drunk.

I'll admit, the atmosphere we were in added to what got me excited. 

That and that Y/N looked really good in her dress. 

It fit her perfectly, and then to hold her close. 

It could have been with anyone honestly, I haven't had any sexual interaction with anyone for a few years. 

And it didn't help that while we were at the club she was unconsciously rubbing herself against me each time we danced, unless she was aware of it.

I don't really know. 

My original plan was just to leave her at the apartment so we can have some space away from each other, but then I thought that a night out could be nice for us. 

Especially since we had just ended an argument. 

Some fresh air could be nice.

Maybe she could let loose, which she very much did. 

The 10 minutes that we were in different rooms I had calmed down and thought about going out.

She's also a light weight. 

Maybe the club wasn't the best option after an argument. 

I mean she did end up coming here upset. 

It's never good to be drinking while you are upset. 

Since then you just drink and drink and drink. 

And that's what she did. 

At the end of the night, I am pretty sure she ended up downing 5 or 6 shots of vodka, 2 shots of tequila and 1 bottle of beer. 

She mixed alcohol so I am sure she is going to be miserable tomorrow morning. 

Our argument stemmed from when my uncle came over to tell me that Y/N and I should pop out a kid in a year or two since another family from another company, one that he didn't tell me, found out they were pregnant in the last month so that we can always ensure they get married to have things go our way. 

I got pissed off that that was the only thing he came to discuss which didn't make sense. 

I told him how no one is telling us when to have kids and he only said we were young and should listen him since we don't know much and that we would thank him. 

I don't get it, if we don't know what we are doing then why are we married?

Then some words were exchanged and I shared that he was being an asshole and he called me ungrateful and a terrible business man. 

Then Y/N walked through the door and he tried making it seem like everything was ok. 

I have been starting the arguments lately with Y/N, somethings she does just pisses me off at times. 

Her saying I run away from things really pissed me off. 

But it was uncalled for me to say that I shouldn't care about what she is feeling or saying, or whatever I said. 

It got her upset and I really didn't mean to say that. 

I get she has always been told what to do.