Control ~Levi x Reader~ {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV 

I woke up with my eyes feeling swollen and heavy. 

I had no motivation to get out of bed. 

The argument with Levi yesterday was very draining and made me not want to do anything. 

I hope he is at work. 

I checked the time. 

8:28 am. 

He should be gone by now. 

It smelled like something was cooked though. 

He could have prepared himself something this morning. 

I had no motivation. 

You would think there would be some there, but there really wasn't any in me.

I began to feel sad again. 

This was the worse argument that Levi and I ever had, along with it getting physical. 

Him throwing the bowl and all. 

It was just really tough. 

I decided to get up since Pepino night need to use the bathroom. 

He's my motivation. 

I can stay in my sleep wear, but I would have to take him out and give him some time to run around the apartment before I come back to being sad by myself. 

I got up to put on my bra and once it was on, I exited the bedroom. 

Once I did exit though, I saw Levi at the stove. 

This man is supposed to be at work. 

He looked over at me and smiled lightly. 

"Mornin'" He said softly. 

I didn't respond. I just looked at Levi and felt Pepino stepping on my foot. 

I couldn't even bring myself to smile at Pepino. 

I just wanted to cry. 

I don't even know why I would be crying. 

Pepino moved from my foot and I went back into the bedroom. 

And I cried. 

He wasn't supposed to be here. 

I just want to sleep again. 

There was a light knock on the door. 

I don't want to talk to him. 

"Hey, breakfast is ready when you're hungry." Levi said softly through the door. 

I don't even feel hungry. 

But I don't want to get yelled at either for avoiding a meal. 

Might as well get my tooth brush from my bag.

I had packed it up...

And I threw it in the living room. 

God damn it. 

I exited the bedroom and went towards the living room. 

I found the bag next to the couch and I opened it up to get my tooth brush from the baggie I put it on. 

Pepino came towards me and had one of his toys with him. 

"Hi Baby." I said softly to him and then went to the bathroom. 

He tried to follow me in there but Levi called him since we agreed he wasn't to follow us into the bathroom unless we invite him in. 

I brushed my teeth and had washed my face as well.