Control ~Levi x Reader~ {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV

I haven't told Levi the whole thing that my dream was about. 

Other than what I shared that night, we haven't really spoken about it. 

He has been pretty gentle with me though. 

He tries really hard to make things easy for us. 

He's also constantly making sure that I am ok. 

He hates the idea of me staying home alone as well. 

Cause he doesn't want me to nap and then all of a sudden have another bad dream where I react the same way I did a few nights ago. 

The first day he went back to the office he was really hesitant just because he knew I still wasn't the best.

I'm still not the best honestly. 

But I think Levi is worrying too much. 

He's just a little too paranoid. 

Which, I appreciate, but it's becoming a little much. 

Although, I do apprecaite that he has been quite observant with me lately. 

He does have a lot on his plate though. 

With his job, running the office, having to deal with me, having to worry about dinner sometimes, and then taking care of Pepino. 

It's a lot and sometimes at night he knocks out quickly and I think its because of all the things he's trying to juggle all at once. 

It's just a lot and I feel bad that he worries about me quite a bit. 

It's nice and all, but he doesn't need to worry about my mental state 24/7. 

He even texts me every now and then to check up on me. 

And if I don't respond within 5 minutes he gets anxious and starts calling. 

I plan on bringing it up over dinner just cause i think it is becoming too much. 

Maybe he's just been anxious and wants to make sure I am ok just cause I haven't opened up to him yet.

Again, I appreciate it, but it tends to get a little bothersome since it feels like he is breathing down my neck. 

I was working on dinner. 

Pepino was in his crate relaxing. 

I was boiling some potatoes and planned on cutting them into wedges. 

I was making us pretty basic club sandwiches. 

What I plan on having in there is both ham and turkey. Then some tomatoes and some lettuce, some cheese, mayonnaise, and a little avocado. 

In the first layer will be the ham, lettuce and the cheese. 

In the second layer, we'll have the turkey, tomato, and avocado. 

I plan on putting mayo on both sides. But not an excessive amount where it is overpowering. 

Then for the bread it is going to be white bread. 

I'll cut it into tringles and we'll have the potato wedges with it. 

I just came up with the idea earlier today when I was thinking about what I can make for dinner. 

Levi should be here a little before I actually put the potatoes in the oven. 

And then we'll only we waiting on those before I serve us dinner.