Control ~Levi x Reader~ {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV

THIS MAN WALKED IN WHILE I WAS GETTING DRESSED. 

I showered and went to my room to get dressed. 

I am so so glad he came in when I at least had my bra and panties on. 

It isn't ideal but I can accept that. 

He also just stood there acting awkward! 

That didn't help either. 

He didn't even move until I threw my pants at him. 

It was a little embarrassing honestly. 

Ugh!! 

And it didn't help that he was still trying to talk after that!

I thought that he might want to avoid each other after yesterday. 

I was hoping that would be the case. 

We were both sitting on my bed. I was sitting at the headboard of my bed and Levi at the bottom edge. 

"Are you just going to sit there or are you going to speak?" I said sassily. 

"God you're annoying... ok look I'm sorry about yesterday, it was just a bad day overall and I shouldn't of had made you upset." He said sounding monotoned. 

"Do you know what made me upset?" I asked him. 

"That I pushed you away and that I brought you to my house to get away from your own home only to send you there later in the night." 

"You don't sound remorseful Levi." I was getting irritated. 

"I don't really know how to express myself properly. Look I'm sorry ok!" He said started to get annoyed himself. 

"Listen, I know that we are forced into this marriage but I'm not going to be able to put up with your drunk self ok. It is just difficult for me to do that. Especially if you are a hard ass while drunk." I said to him crossing my arms and sounding soft. 

"I know, really yesterday was just a bad day. A lot came yesterday. So I really am sorry." He said sounding slightly soft as well. 

We sat there silently. 

"Have you done anymore looking around for the wedding?" Levi asked me. 

"Just a little. I saw some stuff that I liked, I also started looking for dresses." I said sounding a little upset. 

"Just 2 more months. Listen we'll be fine. Sure we're binded together legally, but it's not like we are actually attracted to one another." He said. 

And he was right, it's not like we are obligated to actually get along, its just a legal agreement. 

But aren't we expected to bear children together. 

"Aren't we expected to have children so that they can take over the company? Wait... aren't we obligated to have 2 children??" I asked starting to get worried. 

I don't want to be binded to him by children either!

"Hey, relax, we can worry about that later. My mom hasn't brought anything up like that to me so it shouldn't be a concern right now." He said attempting to calm me down. 

"It's something we should be worrying about now. Its another thing we are forced into. But I guess you are right, we'll worry about it eventually." I was upset. 

I guess it is something that was to be expected that come out of this. 

"It would be fine. Don't worry really." He said. 

"LEVI THE 10 MINUTES ARE UP!" I heard my dad call out. 

"You were timed?" I asked him. 

"Yeah your dad said I had 10 minutes to see you. I'll see you soon, I'll be looking for apartments that we can move into soon." He said and walked out of my room. 

After being alone for 5 minutes I was able to decompress. 

I grabbed my laptop and began to look for more wedding stuff. 

The only reason why I was frantic on the phone was cause because he ended up texting me mid shower. 

I wasn't going to let him just come over and have my dad invite him into my room while I was only in a towel. 

That would be very unsettling for both of us. 

But it didn't help that he came anyway and that he entered my room while I was getting dressed. 

Ughhh!! 

I hate that I have to marry him. 

We aren't even compatible. 

I think All we'll really do is argue. 

I mean there are bound to be some good moments cause we'll be living together, but it can possibly be really tense between us as well which is a scary thought. 

I have only ever seen him mad and excuse himself from the situation. 

Like yesterday, he had an argument with him mom and he was just cold with me, left, came back drunk and was mean to me. 

What if we have an argument and it is just a terrible argument. 

It's scary to think about because I really don't know the guy, what if he is some closeted murderer, or a drug dealer. 

I don't want to bring that in to my life. 

Especially if he is a closeted murderer, eh can kill me in my sleep if he wanted to. 

IT IS A POSSIBILITY!! 

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH HIM! 

I need to text him! 

{Y/N- Please tell me you aren't a closeted murderer or drug dealer!} 

He's driving home so I shouldn't expect a reply for a while. 

After about half an hour of me looking at stuff for the wedding, I got  a reply. 

{Levi- I can't make any promises.} 

THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!!

{Y/N- WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!} 

I can't stand him!!