The gap between us - ( Seven deadly sins)

Chapter 12 - bad morning

- Melody Pov -

I awoke to a splitting headache, my alarm clock and a warmth emanating from my back. I felt a strong arm holding my waist and a larger body spooning me. The sheets were a lot more rough on my skin and i instantly knew that I was naked. I started to sweat profusely as I slowly craned my neck to see who it was, but I already knew the answer. Last night I lost my virginity to a fairy boy. I wanted to jump up and scream at him to get out, but he looked so peaceful and it was only 8 in the morning so my uncle won't be home for another 10 hours. A deep blush coated my cheeks as I stared at him, trying not to cry. I was extremely scared and embaressed. Helbram had deflowered me...I couldn't even remember what had happened, I was too drunk. Feelings of guilt set in as I thought about my uncle and how I had betrayed his trust. I wanted my first time to be special, but it just ended up as a mistake - something that shouldn't have happened in the first place.

Helbram suddenly woke up and jolted forwards, scaring the living hell out of me. He looked around the room and then down at me. His face becoming alive with rage. "W-what the fuck!? Why are we both naked!? OH NO...!" His body was shaking as he glared at me with pure hate. "We fucked didn't we!?" He screamed.

"I-i don't k-know..." I stammered as my bottom lip trembled.

"WELL WHY ARE WE NAKED IF WE DIDN'T HAVE SEX THEN!?" he yelled and pointed at me.

I gulped and went to speak but he just shook his head, ripped the sheets off of his body - not giving a shit that I could see his naked form - jumped out of bed, grabbing his clothes and hastily trying to put them on. "never come near me again!" He hissed venomously as he pulled his pants up and stormed out of my room, down the stairs and slammed the front door. As soon as he was gone I burst into tears...how could I have done something like this!? I threw my face into my hands and started full on sobbing. I liked him...I actually liked him and now he doesn't want me anywhere near him. Why did this have to happen.

I pulled the sheets around myself and curled up into a little ball. Muffled cries and hiccups could be heard by anyone else in the house, but I was home alone at the time.

I just wanted to disappear.

- time skip: 2 hours -

I had gotten up to take a shower. After that I dried myself off, got dressed and went down stairs to watch some TV.
I didn't have breakfast cause I didn't feel hungry anymore, I'd obviously already had my fill last night ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) )

- Helbram Pov -

I was pacing around my room. I was so mad, but it wasn't directed at Melody but more myself. I took her first time...but it was also mine. I could have hurt her or worse...gotten her pregnant. All of this happened so fast, but there was no denying that I had feelings for her already. I hate myself right now! I screamed at her the second I woke up as if she'd been the one that invited me to the party and gotten me drunk. I'm such an ass. W-what have I done!?

I grit my teeth as tears started running down my cheeks. I'm a piece of shit that deserves to be beat to death. My entire life I've been misbehaving cause I had no one that cared or wanted anything to do with me, eventually my own parents and sister gave up on me and left me all alone.
But then I met Melody and I started to feel something. To say I hadn't seen her around liones high before would be a lie. The second I saw her I fell in love. It was when we we're 4 and Meliodas brought Eliza and Melody around. I was shy and didn't really talk all that much. But she included me in the games and talked to me like I was her friend. Even now she still has a way of making me feel better. Sadly as time went on I started to change and she and I saw less of each other, until I eventually faded from her mind. Till I erased myself from her mind.

I punched the wall as I cried salty tears. "Fuck! I-I'm a disgrace!" I whispered through the tears.
I fell to my knees and sobbed. "I-I'm so sorry M-Melody!"