Recovery- Loki x Reader (Female)

chapter 21

hey guys, just a TW for this chapter, there is talk about r@pe aftermath and going to the doctor afterwards.

3rd Person Pov:

As Clint was flying the Quinjet back to the compound, Bruce was checking over everyone else. He started with y/n, he did not do a full workup because he thought she would want that done in private and he did not fully know what they did to her. Wanda had a few cuts and bruises, but overall she was fine. Vision got stabbed so Wanda was taking care of it. Tony, Thor, and Pietro had no injuries although Tony's suit was banged up. Sam, Natasha, and Bucky had a few broken bones, but were okay.

Loki was still holding y/n in his arms, he did not trust anyone ese to take after her. She was in a dreamless sleep and looked at peace for the first time in days. He noticed that she had a few bruises on her frail body and had a massive cut running down her cheek. He felt disgusted just looking at it and he was thankful he killed the asshole who did it.

The ride back to the compound was almost completely silent. Everyone was exhausted and felt like they could finally rest since y/n was finally safe. Sam and Bucky were leaning on each other, Tony was pacing back and forth, Bruce was working in the medical part of the lab cleaning up the mess, Pietro and Wanda were asleep with Wanda resting her head on his lap, Natasha was zoning out while bouncing her knee while Thor was asleep next to her. Loki was just sitting silently staring at the sleeping girl on his lap.

After about 4 hours, they were all back at the compound. Loki immediately teleported him and y/n to the medical wing so she could get checked out properly. He lifted the spell that was on her while he set her down on a bed in a private room. Once she realized she was awake, she jolted up immediately. Loki quickly calmed her down by cautiously rubbing up and down her back with one hand while holding the other. She frantically looked up into his eyes and her breath slowly steadied.

A doctor soon walked in, which was a male. She did not feel safe and felt very uncomfortable. She looked into Loki's eyes, her own laced with fear.

Can you get a female doctor please?

Of course.

"Could you get a female doctor please?" Loki asked the doctor that was currently in the room. The doctor nodded and was on his way to find a female doctor.

Your Pov:

You felt relieved. You weren't comfortable with a man checking you out and were thankful he left. Loki was still holding your hand this whole time, which you just realized. You stiffened slightly, which he noticed, and went to remove his grip from your hand. You quickly grabbed his hand back and had a death grip on it. It was the only thing that kept you grounded.

"Hello, my name is Dr. Grey and I will be checking you out today." a woman said as she entered the room. It almost made you laugh at the fact her name was "Dr. Grey". It lightened the mood for a moment but soon you felt vulnerable yet again. You shifted uncomfortably in the bed you were in.

"Do you mind telling me what happened to you dear?" she asked you. You really did not want to talk about it. All you wanted to do was crawl up in your bed with a book and escape this whole mess.

You turned towards Loki. He could tell what you were trying to get at without you saying anything at all. Loki turned towards the doctor and told her what happened telepathically. She nodded and turned back towards you.

"Okay, so I am going to do a STD test on you. I also need to know if you want a rape kit done." she stated. You quickly shook your head no. Strucker is already dead so you thought there was no point in doing one.

She nodded her head and left the room. You and Loki sat in silence waiting for the doctor to come back in the room. She reentered the room five minutes later. She was carrying a medical gown and rolling in a tray of medical supplies. The tray reminded you of the one Strucker used and sent you into a state of panic.

Your breaths started to get uneven, which Loki noticed and he told the doctor to politely get out. When she left Loki turned to you and tried to calm you down as best as he could. It wasn't working so he decided to do what worked before. He placed your hand on his chest.

Breathe with me. In........ an out

It started to work and your breaths finally evened out. You looked at him gratefully and gave him a small smile. Right when you were about to thank him, the doctor walked back in. She covered the tray with a towel since she figured out that when you looked at the tray, your panic attack started.

"In order for me to do the STD test, I need you to remove your pants and undergarments please." she told you as she stood in the corner of the room.

"Would you like him to leave? For privacy?" she asked you. You did not want Loki to leave, that was the last thing you wanted. You did not want him to see anything, but you didn't want him to leave either.

You shook your head and she made her way out of the room. On her way out, she moved the curtain around that blocked the windows so no one could see inside while you were changing.

"C-could you turn around please?" you croaked out. You hadn't verbally talked until now, so you didn't realize how dry your throat was. Loki let go of your hand and went to get a glass of water from the table next to your bed.

He poured the water from the pitcher and brought the glass towards you. He handed you the glass and you drank the whole glass. 'God I forgot how good water was.' you thought.

You handed the glass back to him and motioned for him to turn around. You tried to get up, but struggled. You finally got to a standing position, but when you went to step forwards so you had more room to change, you stumbled back onto the bed.

You started to cry over the fact that you couldn't do a simple task such as standing. As soon as he heard you sniffle, Loki turned around. Your back was currently to him, so he could not tell if you were wearing pants or not.

He looked around the room to see if your pants were anywhere, and when he could not find them, he walked around the bed to see that you were still wearing them. He slowly, but efficiently made his way towards you and held you in his arms. You instantly returned the embrace, wanting nothing more than to just feel safe.

His left hand was cradling your head into his chest while his right hand was holding your body to his.

You two stayed like that for god knows how long when the doctor came back in to check on you. You didn't even notice. Loki told her telepathically that you two needed more time, which she understood completely and left again.

You finally stopped shaking and there were no more tears coming out. Loki lifted your chin so you were looking at him.

"What do you need me to do?"