Recovery- Loki x Reader (Female)

chapter 22

TW: same as last chapter, rape aftermath and the doctor afterwards. also, thank you @Heyitsmesorry73 for the idea i am using in this chapter. enjoy the story :)

Your Pov:

"C-could you help me change please?" you asked feeling quite embarrassed. He nodded and helped you stand up.

"I am going to take off your pants." he told you when you were both standing up fully. The doctor didn't know you weren't wearing underwear so all Loki had to take off was your pants.

He slowly got onto his knees, trying not to make any fast or sudden movements so he wouldn't startle you. As he moves his hands towards your hips to take your pants off, he locks his eyes on yours. You start to get nervous, you don't want him to see anything down there. Your eyes start to tear up and your hands start to shake. He gently removes his hands from your hips and takes both of your hands in his. He delicately rubs your knuckles with the pads of his thumbs and places a kiss on the tops of your hands.

The gesture calms you a little and when he feels your hands shake less he placed his hands under the waistband of your sweatpants. His eyes locked back on yours and he slowly moved your pants down your legs, never breaking eye contact once.

You moved your hands to his shoulders so you wouldn't loose balance and fall over.

Once the pants got to your ankles, he helped you sit back down and removed the pants all together. You felt very self conscious, so, you moved your arms so they would cover you. Loki conjured up your favorite blanket from your room and placed it on your lap.

By the time this was all done, Dr. Grey came ack into the room.

"Okay sweetie, I am going to need you to lay on your back in the bed. After that, I am going to roll you to a room in the Gynecology part of the medical wing. From there, we will put you on an exam table and do your test there. Do you have any questions?" she asked. You shook your head no.

With the help of Loki, you got back to laying down in the bed and Dr. Grey rolled your bed out of the room. You weren't very comfortable being around all the male doctors so you held Loki's hand the whole time. He didn't object in any way.

Once you got to the Gynecology room, you got the test started. You felt very vulnerable during the whole test. At one point, you began to cry. Loki immediately cradled your head in his arms, it was the only way he could comfort you at the time. Dr. Grey informed you that there was some bleeding down there and a small rip. She stitched up the rip, gave you some medicine to deal with the pain, and gave you a very big pad to wear to help absorb some of the bleeding.

Loki asked if you could go back to your room since it was your safe place, she said it would be best for you to stay in the medical wing for the night, just to be safe.

Loki wanted you to feel as at home as possible, so, he conjured up your favorite things from your room; a candle, essential oil diffuser, pillows, Harry Potter books, more blankets, and more of your clothes. You felt it was too much for one night, but didn't argue with Loki because you knew you would lose.

When you finally settled everything in your room, you were exhausted. You craved sleep so badly, but knew you would have a nightmare. You wanted someone to hold you so it would help a little bit. Loki was currently talking to the doctor about what meds to give you and how to take care of you. You were so thankful to have him. He was honestly your best friend and the best guy you knew despite what everyone else said about him.

Your train of thought was interrupted when you heard the door close to you room. You turned to see Loki making his way to sit in a very uncomfortable looking chair. You felt bad for him.

"That chair looks very uncomfortable." you told him. He just stared at you. You moved over in the bed so there would be enough room for the both of you. He knew what you were getting at, but didn't want to assume wrong.

You stared back at him and patted the bed next to you. He did not want to though. He just wanted you to rest and thought his presence would prevent that. When he didn't move to join you in the bed you gave him a death glare.

Loki.

I am not joining you. You need rest.

You felt hurt and embarrassed so you turned away from him and faced the window of your room. You didn't even notice that it was night time. 'How much time has passed? How long was I taken?' you thought. Your breaths started to quicken and you felt your heartbeat go faster as well.

From the angle Loki was sitting, he couldn't see the panic on your face or your hands start to shake. When he heard you sniffle, he knew something was wrong. He thought you were crying because he wouldn't lay in the bed with you. He did not want to be the cause of your crying, so, he got in the bed with you and slowly turned you around so you were facing you.

Once you saw his beautiful eyes, you calmed down. You hadn't even noticed a tear fell until you felt him wipe the pad of his thumb across your cheek. He brought your body closer to his, while turning himself onto his back. He rubbed your back and put the same sleeping spell into his hand and rubbed your forehead.

Loki's Pov:

Once sleep took over you, I tried to get some sleep as well. I was almost asleep when I heard your door open. ' Who the bloody hell is that?' I did not know who it was, so I conjured up a dagger in my hand and got into a fighting stance immediately. I knew I had to protect y/n. The room was dark so I had no idea who was in the room. I quickly grabbed the collar of the strangers shirt and brought the dagger to their throat. With a flick of my wrist, the light turned on.

It was Steve.

What is this idiot doing here? Why was he here?

I got the story from Thor about y/n's abduction and I have wanted to kill this patriotic oaf the minute the words left his mouth.

I teleported the both of us to the roof so I would not wake y/n. When we both got to the roof, i threw his ass away from me. I had not noticed until now, but Steven looked like shit. He looks like he has not slept in weeks, and has not shaved. Personally, I would feel better if he had a couple of new bruises to go with his new look.

"What were you doing in her room? THIS WHOLE BLOODY MESS IS YOUR FAULT AND YOU HAD THE NERVE TO SHOW UP IN HER ROOM?" I yelled at him, pointing my dagger in his direction.

He just stood there, not saying anything. This just made me more mad.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH WITH THAT ANIMAL AND YOU JUST LET HIM HAVE HER? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?"

Steven was about to say some utter bullshit to save himself, but I cut him off before he could.

"THAT MONSTER HAS HURT HER IN MORE WAYS THAN I CAN COUNT! I HOPE YOU HONESTLY HAVE A GOOD EXCUSE FOR LETTING HIM HAVE HER, IF NOT, I WILL PERSONALLY TEAR YOU APART LIMB FROM LIMB!" I threatened. He looked scared, but also accepted his fate. He felt like he deserved this, I would never give him that satisfaction, but I was not thinking right now. All I wanted to do was make his last minutes miserable.

I was about to punch him when I was no longer on the roof. Instead, I was flying in the air with Goldilocks.