Recovery- Loki x Reader (Female)

chapter 19

A/N: sorry i haven't updated at all this week, i haven't really been on my laptop at all and i have been enjoying my spring break. up above, there is a photo of LOKIS FRICKING HELMET THAT I SAW WITH MY OWN TWO EYES!!!! it was absolutely awesome to see in person. anyways, THANK YOU GUYS FOR 3.3K READS ON THIS BOOK!! i can never thank you guys enough for reading this book. enough with the rambling, enjoy this chapter :)

Also TW for this chapter, it talks about r@pe.

Your Pov:

You awoke to a concrete ceiling, to say the least you were confused. You went to rub your eyes to awaken you more, but you couldn't move them. You looked down to see your limbs strapped down to the metal chair you were sitting in. You were so confused. All of the events that happened started to replay in your mind as the more you woke up.  You looked around the room you were in and knew where you were immediately.

The cell itself had nothing more than the table you were on, a sink, toilet, and a small surgical table to your right. The table had surgical instruments on them, but they used them as torture devices.

You started to cry just thinking about what they could do to you. Your thoughts were interrupted by the cell door opening. Your eyes were met with a cold death stare that belonged to no other than Strucker. You swore that you would never call him your father so you stuck with calling him Strucker.

"Hello subject 0518, or should I say, my darling daughter" he said to you. As soon as he got close to you, you spit in his face.

"I was trying to be nice, I guess we could always use a different approach." he said. You definitely did not want to be treated the way you used to be, but you would never give him what he wants, even if it killed you.

He made his way to the table of instruments, all while keeping eye contact with you. You were shaking with fear. You were trying not to show how scared you were, but he could see right through you.

He picked up a scalpel. You only knew what it was because you watched Greys Anatomy. He creepily made his way towards you.

"How are they treating you, with the Avengers? Are they as good to you as I was?" he asked while dragging the surgical instrument down your face, drawing blood. You shuddered at his words while wincing as the blood dripped down your cheek.

You decided not to answer him and instead tried to think of anything else. He seemed to get annoyed with your lack of words and decided on using another form of torture.

He chuckled at you, not the enjoyable kind you get after you tell a joke, the kind that scared you shitless. He used the scalpel to start cutting open your tactical suit that Tony made you. You knew what was coming next and started crying.

"You have certainly grown up since the last time I saw you." he said. At this point you were squirming like crazy in the chair, trying to not let this happen to you again.

"Do not make this harder than it has to be" he sneered at you while choking your neck. He did not even realize that the necklace you were wearing had a tracker in it that he just set off. He was in deep shit now and he had no idea.

3rd Person Pov:

The tower has been completely silent since y/n had been taken. Everyone was handling it differently. Tony was in his lab, trying to track her down. Bruce was trying his hardest to not Hulk out. Bucky and Sam were training, trying to keep their minds off what might be happening to her. Thor was currently flying with Vision trying to get anything they could use to find y/n. Natasha and Wanda were secluded in their rooms, not wanting to talk to anyone. Pietro was running around the world, literally, he was running to every Hydra base he knew of, trying to find her. Steve and Clint were trying to get out of their own heads by training. Loki was not talking to anyone. He shut down when Thor told him y/n was gone. She was the only person who could keep him sane and the only person who could make him happy. He knew he should have gone with, maybe if he did, she would be home and safe in his arms.

Loki's room was a complete mess. Everything was destroyed or flipped in some way. He felt like this was all his fault. He was currently sobbing in his room, not talking to anyone when he heard a buzzing going off somewhere in his mess of a room.

He let it go off until it annoyed him too much. He tore his room apart again trying to find the source of the annoying sound. He finally found what the source was and his eyes lit up almost immediately.

It was an enchanted map that was connected to your necklace. He completely forgot about it. When the tracker in your necklace goes off, it turns the map on and it starts beeping and vibrating to alert Loki that you need help. He jumped up and down in joy. He quickly looked over the map and saw your location, you were in a place called Berlin.

He quickly called Thor, he thought if he told anyone else what he was doing they wouldn't let him go with.

"I have her location." Loki said as soon as the call went through.

"And before you say anything, do not tell your mortal friends, they will not let me go. I do not ask you for much brother but please, I cannot loose her again" he pleaded to Thor.

"I have to tell them brother, I will not let them go without you, but we need all the help we can get." Thor replied. Loki knew he was right, but would never admit it.

"Be back here in 5 minutes or I am leaving without you." he said. He quickly hung up the phone and started to clean himself up. He got changed into his battle armor using his magic and scurried around his room collecting all of his daggers. By the time he was done, Thor was back at the compound talking to the team.

He stepped out of his room and went to where he heard all the yelling which was in Tony's lab. They were arguing about if Loki could go with. Loki would not take no for an answer and almost went by himself.

Tony reluctantly agreed when Loki threatened to go by himself. Tony told F.R.I.D.A.Y. to alert everyone else. Everyone went except Steve, he felt guilty about the whole thing and felt no one would want him there. Everyone else quickly piled onto the Quinjet and made their way to Berlin.

They made a plan on the way there; Natasha, Vision, Clint, Bruce, Sam and Bucky were to stay outside, fighting off the guards out there. Pietro, Thor, Tony, Wanda, and Loki were to go in and get y/n out.

The Quinjet was about 2 miles away from the base when it landed, and Loki teleported immediately, not telling anyone else. He did not care about what the others were going to say about this, he just knew he had to save y/n.