𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚝| 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

..[53]..

Please read this boring ass filler chapter while I stall the ending to this book 🙃
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That night, jeongin lay in his bed watching the ceiling as he played with some lose threads on his duvet.

That's all he'd done ever since he got home.

He had gotten several calls from his friends who were trying to check up on him and see if he needed anything. He just ignored all of their concerned messages and repeating phone calls  and just lay there.

His mind raced to try and remember everything he'd ever done with Chan. Everything he'd ever felt with the boy. Pain. Pleasure. Love. Want. Need. Longing. Hope.

He thought of every single memory he'd ever had including Chan and willed those memories to become reality.

The ones where they first met.

"Jesus fucking Christ you scared me!"

"Don't you dare ever say that again in a church!" He said smacking chans arm again "Better yet never say that again!"

The ones where they always ran back to each other no matter how much trouble they were in.

"I thought you had to be home?" Chan said softly as he held the boy in his arms.

"I don't want to be there channie" He cried out "I want to be with you.."

Every single pain filled memory. All of the ones with tears. All the ones where he constantly ran back to him and held him. The ones where they just held each other in their arms. The ones where they shared innocent kisses.

"Go or I'll kiss you to death!"

The blonde hummed in thought for a second

"I'll take my chances with that death"

No matter how they felt and the amount of all of their underlying pain. They still went back to all of the promises they'd made.

Fine... But only if it starts now!"

"Okay make it a promise"

"I promise"

"Noo like a pinky promise!" Jeongin held out his pinky which chan took in his own.

"Now you have to stamp it. So kiss your thumb" He kissed his thumb, the little kissy noise making chan smile a bit.

"Do it!" The younger giggled out

Chan placed a kiss on his thumb

"Now stamp the promise shut so neither of us can break it"

They pressed their thumbs together sealing the promise in place.

The ones where they could barely even let go of each other long enough to even take a breath. The ones where they couldn't even let each other speak a sentence without kissing the lips they craved.

"Jeongin.. Minho and I are going to go outside for a minute okay?"

Jeongin pulled away from jisung for a moment and wrapped his arms around chans waist

"But whyyy~"

"Dirty nasty habits.. " Chan said with a giggle when jeongin began kissing his lips when he spoke. He kissed jeongin back in between words and was pulled into another soft kiss at the end of his sentence.