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Hey guys. So updates will probably be around this time or when I updated yesterday since spring break is over.
Also a small trigger warning: this chapter mentions porn so if you're against that don't read this one or the next chapter.
Ready sketties?
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He was still technically playing jeongin even though he had just promised him...

Somehow that hurt more to chan. Promising something he knew was going to come and bite him in the ass. He didn't expect minho to stop the deal. He knew he wouldn't no matter how much he begged. That had always been a rule in their bets. You cannot back out at all.

Slowly, chan let go of the promise and wrapped his arms around jeongin in a tight hug. The younger doing the same to him.

They sat there with jeongin on the counter and chan just standing there in front of him hugging each other.

They both needed the hug. They both needed each other.

In the youngers mind he was contemplating something. He was asking himself if he could love Chan. If he was willing to give that part of himself away yet. Of course the boy had heard of the teenage love stories you saw in movies and he wanted that but it was a scary thing to be willing to love someone when you've never done it before.

Jeongin thought of that morning and the way Chan had made him feel when he gave him a hickey. That feeling was something he wanted to experience more with the older. He wanted to be with him in that state again..

"Channie hyung," He reached up and brushed his fingers across the mark "why did this feel good when you did it?"

The latter pulled back a bit, keeping his arms around the small boy and smiled. He had no idea that jeongin was still thinking about that

"I-it gave me that sick feeling that I told you about last night, remember?"

It took almost all of chans might not to chuckle a little at jeongin. Not at the fact that he felt like that but at how oblivious he was.

"Baby, you'll hate me if I tell you"

There it goes again. The mad heartbeat in the brunettes ears that happened everytime he heard that word come out of the blondes lips.

"Just tell me.. I want to know" The boy nodded, ignoring his blush and pushed his bottom lip out as a plead.

Chan smiled a bit thinking how to word it

"It means you're a horny teenager who has finally been woken up"

This confused the boy so much as he looked away with his eyebrows knit together.

"Um.. I've been awake for hours, hyung"

"No silly, " Chan brushed his fingers over the mark on the brunettes pale skin as he began to explain what it meant.( I typed it out and I cringed so hard so use your imagination to form what he said lmaooo) Jeongins eyes went so wide Chan could see the whites all the way around them.

"N-no, no I don't want that! I really must be sick or something because I don't normally feel like this and-"

"Hey," The older cooked softly "it's a perfectly normal thing to feel aroused as a teenager. You don't need a doctor and if you ever feel like you don't know what you should do, you can talk to me and we will decide what to do.. In the meantime let's finish breakfast okay?"

Jeongin was scared to talk to Chan about sexual things mostly because he didn't understand them. He didn't want to be weird or ask something that would make him look stupid. The feeling he got when Chan said he could talk to him gave him a feeling of clarity. It made him feel happy that he had someone he could talk to about that.

"It's probably cold by now.. " Jeongin said shyly while he looked down at his lap.

He was embarrassed over this and couldn't bare to look at the boy in front of him. His hands were shaky and clammy as they sit in his lap.

"If you don't want to eat it now we can heat up the sausage later but the eggs will be gross"

Chan leaned down to try and lock eyes with the younger only resulting in a few giggles as he dodged them. He tried again but the boy dodged his eyes once again Jeongin finally resulted in covering his face with his hands as a mad blush made it's way up his cheeks.

"Look at me~" Chan sing songed to the younger and smiled even wider.

The blushy brunette shook his head and hummed out a no before peaking through his fingers ever so slightly.

"Will you show me?"

The blondes brow furrowed

"Show you what?"

"How it works... "

Chans eyes went wide for a second as he took those words in. Jeongin wanted him to show him how it worked. Granted he did tell him when they met he would show him how it all worked but he didn't think so soon.

Jeongin was quick to rephrase himself

"Like not physically but like.. You know, " He sighed feeling flustered all over again "jisung told me about videos.."

"You want to watch porn?" Chan asked with his eyes going even wider.

He seemed to hesitate for a moment before nodding a bit, a pretty blush creeping up to his cheeks once again. He really didn't know what to expect but he knew he wanted to see what happened during those videos. He'd heard all about it from jisung and how they're really good if you search through the website to find a good video.

Who was Chan to say no when he promised him he'd show him these things. Though he never imagined jeongin wanting to watch porn with him but hey, he was not complaining.

"You're sure?"

"If I wasn't sure I wouldn't have suggested it," He paused for a second contemplating his next words "i-i want to be ready when.. " He trailed off

"When what?" Chan grabbed jeongins clammy hands in his. They were sweating but cold at the same time.

"When we do it.. "

The blonde didn't understand where all jeongins confidence came from. (yeah neither do i lol) He gave his hands a small squeeze as his heart pounded in his chest. The fact that jeongin was even thinking about that made some sort of surge go through his body.

"Don't feel forced okay? We don't ever have to do it if you don't want to, I'll like you just as much."

"I dont," The brunette said softly "I'm sick of not knowing things that everyone else does and not getting jokes that you all laugh at."

"Its okay if you don't understand-"

"Im not a little kid Chan. I want to know."

The older went quiet for a moment looking at jeongin. He wanted to make sure he wasn't just saying this because he thought he wanted it. When he saw no hesitation in his brown eyes, Chan agreed.

"Okay I'll show you as long as you're sure"

"I am" He whispered softly

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