all time low (2012-2013)

sex under the stars

A/N: hey guys! sorry if this chapter is VERY short, i write the parts until i feel like i should stop, also this is the first time jack and danielle ever have sex in both of the books, i never found it suitable for them to actually have sex in the first book since they were teens. they did have sex but it would have been weird to write it and include it in the book, but here you go, its not exactly the best smut ever.

"YES YES LET AMERICAN IDIOT PLAY" i smack alex's hands away from the car's radio, he had a flashdrive full just of middle and highschool throwbacks, and even sabrina eventually got into the same music as ours. we all found ourself yelling.

"DONT WANNA BE AN AMERICAN IDIOT" and we all smile over the rush of memories from years on years ago, in some car of our parents, with our newly bought green day CDs and my chemical romance that we treasured.

alex and sabrina were in the front seats and they had left me and jack in the back, and eventually i lay my head on his lap, and he scratches and plays with my hair through it all, the campsite was two hours away and the location was sabrina's choice.

she holds the gps on her phone as her and alex scream over which exit is right and which exit is wrong and me and jack just laugh at them, ive been feeling so needy of him lately.

"guys remember when we'd have to print directions back in school?" i say to remind them.

"DUDE ME AND YOU WOULD SCREAM AT EACH OTHER THE DIRECTIONS" jack says while laughing, like this one time we rented out a beach house.

"YEAH REMEMBER WHEN WE RENTED OUT A BEACH HOUSE?? WE GOT LOST LIKE TWICE" i tell everyone to remind them as jack and alex laugh at it's memory.

"dude when was that" sabrina asks as she looks back at me, wondering.

"you weren't even riding with us, you took the bus, if mike was here he would have been complaining about how his nap was an unpleasant one" i say while looking up at jack, as i'm still laying on his lap.

"yes and you forced me out of the passenger seat so you can sit next to jack" alex says and it takes me back to years ago.

"dude, you just hold grudges dont you" i say while laughing at its memory.

"i told you i'd never forget it" he says as he looks at me in the rear view mirror and shrugs laughing.

"you were so pathetic for a crumb of affection from this abortion" alex says to remind me how many times ive cried to emo music in my room or pushed as hard as i could so he could notice me.

"i remember hybrid theory would be on repeat, especially in the end, man you were making me go through it" i say while laughing, its crazy to think i thought it will never stop, and it did.

"but now you are my baby" he kisses me on the lips and rubs my arms a little to reassure me.

we make it to the campsite by 12pm and its a beautiful cliff that shows all the city lights, theres nobody else nearby, and you could see the city from far behind, alex parks his car.

"girl how did you find out about this" i ask as i step outside, admiring how beautiful and romantic the place is.

"i just did hehe" sabrina says. "alex what do you think?" she asks him as she unloads the tents from the back.

"I REALLY THINK ITS BEAUTIFUL BABY" he yells as he rushes to help her with the tents, and speaking of tents, we literally spent three hours trying to figure them out, my hands were tired as fuck by then.

but by nighttime i had changed into one of jack's old chemises, a white button up one that was huge on me and black shorts, it was just perfect for the weather up there, alex surprisingly still remembers how to start a fire from boy scouts.

"you used to complain about it" i tell him.

"i guess it came in handy" alex shrugs admitting to himself.

we ended up laying out an air mattress on the floor, you can say alex was a wingman to me, he left me and jack outside and him and sabrina were inside the tent.

me and jack lay on the mattress, and because we were so far away from everything. you could actually see the stars, so many of them.

it was breezy, the air felt clean and you could even see the city very faintly, far away.

"dont you think its crazy we wish upon dead stars?" i tell him as i look at a one that's burning very brightly.

"yeah, i mean what if that one was dead thousand of years ago?" he says as he gestures to some star with his head. i couldnt tell which one.

"maybe, i think it is" i scoot a little closer to him and he pulls me in close.

"i cant wait until we go back on tour" i tell him, i was excited to be back on tour with all of these bands.

"me too, maybe thats why mike is rushing it's production, but it'll all be good" he tells me.

"do you have condoms?" i ask him while looking to his side.

"i'm sorry?" he says while laughing. and before he can say anything i kiss him really hard and it catches him by surprise, he really thought i was joking.

"h- fuck" he can barely say and i get up quickly putting myself on top of him, still making out as i aggressively tug at his hair, our bodies contacting over the thin cotton shorts and the button up shirt im wearing that has a thin material.

"goddamn" he says as he quickly sits up and pushes me harder into his lap, i dont know why are we so hot already, breathing heavily and making sounds.

he carries me to our tent and we makeout through it all, the moment the door's zipped in our tent, its really dark, so feeling was our only guide, he was already tearing apart the shirt's buttons, as i kiss him hard, stroking and grinding on him.

he never told me if he had a condom or not, not to kill your thrill but he did not.

i quickly pull down his shorts and it quickly slides off, the elastic was on my side with this one, i slide down his boxers and i spit on his dick, i hold it tight with my hand and i go up and down slowly.

"N- fuck." he tugs at my head and forces me on his already rock hard dick, i couldnt even see that properly but judging by his motions, and the very faint light that the tent let in, he 100% had his head rested back in pleasure, i didnt mind it, i liked being used by him, i was gagging everytime he thrusted his thighs at my face, i had tears streaming down my face, he is a sadistic piece of shit, and if the lights were on he would have loved the sight of it.

he lets go of my head and i gasp, i swear i wasnt breathing right down there, he doesnt know how to control himself.

he quickly takes off my shorts and panties throwing them god knows where, i cant even see, and he puts me on top of him and he starts fast, and it forces me to pick up the pace too with him, we were both breathing so heavily at how tiring it was, i rested my head on his shoulders as i rode, faintly moaning in his ears so that alex and sabrina dont hear us from the tent next to us.

"i fucking love you" he says as he thrusts into me really hard, breathing heavily.

"i love you too" i tell him.