all time low (2012-2013)

a good reason - bonus chapter

us and the band were debating on starting up a new album but we were not too sure when to start it? but it was on our mind, we all decided we should just take time for ourself, just a little break to focus on our personal lives, mike was going out with this chick named alysha, aly, she's a model and she's a total babe, so we decided everyone would come to our's to meet her and also have some fun.

i was up since the morning cleaning up a bit, especially downstairs and jack was asleep and snoring like shit so i yell from downstairs.

"JACK BITCHASS HOE IF YOU DONT WAKE YOUR ASS UP AND COME HELP ME!" i scream from downstairs and the snoring stops..

"JACKKKK!!" i yell again and he comes downstairs with his eyes half closed looking like a caveman.

"damn bitch..what is your problem..it's 9am.." he says as he rests on the railing.

"guess what? it's 2pm, GIVE ME A FUCKING HAND!" i yell as i wipe some sweat off my forehead, it was january and i was sweating my ass off.

"aaaanywayyssss" he ignores me and goes back to bed and i hear snoring again, it's just so funny.

i didnt mind him not helping, i just loved bothering him.

by nighttime everyone made it here and shared their hellos with this chick aly, i made sure to stock us up on booze tonight.

"dude, mike told me how you and alex got engaged, congrats!" aly says while taking a sip from her drink, we were all sat in my living room since it was pretty cold outside.

"omg thank you aly, you're a sweetheart, it was a surprise, isnt the ring beautiful?" sabrina holds her hand up so aly sees it.

"damn thats a one cute ass ring, i love it, congrats guys" she gives sabrina a smile and i sigh while mindlessly sipping on my drink, and i found myself zoning out from the hangout. i dont know what has been up with me for a couple of days?

i've been thinking alot, i just feel like jack is getting tired of me, and cant make up his mind if it's worth leaving me or not, i mean maybe i'm boring? maybe he is tired of waking up to my fuckface for years everyday, maybe our fights tainted our relationship or he just doesnt see me the same anymore because of my past addiction problem and it's toll on me, he is rarely excited for things and he rarely does any nice things anymore and he just sometimes doesnt recognize my presence, and it seems the more i talk about it with him the stupider it makes me look.

"earth to slut!" jaime claps infront of my face to snap me out of it and it makes me flinch backwards at it's surprise.

"oh i'm sorry" i apologize while trying to act normal and i cover it up with another sip while jack gives me a quick stare and it makes me uncomfortable.

"danielle fuckhead! more alcohol!" mike demands.

"okay you alcoholic fuck, get whatever you want from the stock" i tell him as i gesture to where we keep our alcohol.

"bring me some vodka with you!!" i yell at him and he hands me a half drunken bottle, so i have the other half for myself.

a couple of hours in i was safe to say majority of us were drunk or atleast tipsy and it was starting to feel like dancing.

"WHICH ONE OF YOU WILL PLAY MUSIC" aly shouts while she walks over to our speakers.

"shut up alysha we have a flashdrive plugged in, play some music" jack goes on, judging by his attitude, he is drunk, we all get up and dance and he was still holding a bottle and going at it.

i cant judge him i drink alot too i just dont like him doing it, not that often, why would he? and then he gets sick and real fucking drunk, it just makes him look so immature and i dont want my kids growing up around that.