all time low (2012-2013)

unsafe tight grip

A/N: hello there, this story has been getting more frequent reads so thats awesome! thank you! i hope you are enjoying it, i was thinking i could maybe do a jack barakat imagine book where you guys send requests and i do it, how about that? tell me what u think.

halfway through dont panic's tour..
"yep, backseat serenade and lost in stereo are on the setlist" alex tells me, we were warming up for that one big show before we went on a three week break from touring, so alex could pretty much fly out to see sabrina, i could go back home if i wanted.

oh wait, me and jack are no longer together, and i have to move in the rest of my stuff to kellin's from jack's house, didnt i tell you? me and kellin have been together for awhile now.

"thats fucking rad, i love playing lost in stereo, i love everything from nothing personal" i say.

"YEAH ME TOO, this bitch made me laugh my ass off during the composition of it" jack says in agreement and everyone in the room laughs. me and jack have been a bit nicer to each other, we came to terms that he will be stuck with me forever, and that we both care about the same thing and that its all time low, he has his own girlfriend now, and i have my own boyfriend, it was nothing but respect.

"wa wa wa WAOooooo wAooOooo" mike mouths referencing to a riff that i wanted to try but it just didnt work out with the guitar, and it sounded like ass when mike laid drums for it and alex started singing, it sounded so off.

"BLAME DANIELLE" alex says as he squishes my cheeks from behind and kellin throws me a glare so i try to casually push alex off, and we continue the rehearsal, at the end of the session kellin asks to talk to me alone outside and i wonder what's on his mind.

"what's up?" i ask.

"when we are back to the bus" he says, at this point i couldnt stay with my band on their tour bus and kellin said i should stay with his band instead.

once we make it to the bus and i close the door, taking off my shoes, he starts complaining,

"can you please stop being so fucking touchy with alex? and i mean what's up with talking and joking around with jack casually? what is he? your boyfriend? i'm your boyfriend here!!" he starts yelling while using strong hand language that made me flinch, and i automatically put my hand to shield myself, he gets angry very easily, 'the' flinch never went away.

"i'm sorry i didnt know it upset you" i say as i push my shoes aside so it doesnt look messy.

"you dont know it upset me? yes the fuck you did! i said i dont want you interfering with them like that!" he starts yelling and he gets closer to me.

"what the fuck kellin! ive known these boys before your band was even around, these boys are like my brothers you cant simply come into my life and change a dynamic that has been going on for years besides alex has a girlfri-" i say while raising my voice and i'm met with an aggressive slap across my left cheek, i swear it almost made me trip over and fall.

"w- what did you just do?" i hold my cheek trying to recover from the tingling sensation.

"i said do not act like that around them!! what dont you fucking get you are mines!!" he starts yelling again.

"and that shirt, that fucking shirt dips too low, do not fucking wear it again" he comes closer and at this point im just resting on the wall, i was an anxious mess, we had arguments worse than this, and he'd hit me.

"k- kellin what's wrong calm down-" i try to make it stop but it gets him even angrier.

"i'm i clear here?!?! dont interfere with them like that ever again, and if you dont fucking hide this shirt i'll destroy all of your clothes" he says, throwing quick punches and slaps at me and my face whenever he could between his words, i was a humiliated mess under his unsafe tight grip, i was crying and i even had boogers down my nose, and i was shaking.