all time low (2012-2013)

molly

i get woken up by some sunlight, sleeping on couches isnt my most favorite thing but, id rather really not go back home where every corner is packed with memories of jack.

i take off the covers, i mean you are probably thinking, what person in their right mind covers in summertime, but their AC got me cold so.

i get up and i walk barefoot to their windows to shut the curtains so i can go back to sleep, jack also crashed with me in the living room so i have no idea why isnt he not sleeping back home? maybe it's because we got here late last night.

he looked so beautiful sleeping there while hugging a pillow and his hair was a mess and somehow it made him more handsome, and usually seeing him like this in the morning made me pull him in a tight hug.

i frown.

and i decide to go back to sleep before my head starts with the thoughts again, i cant believe it was already october, and that we were 7 months into tour so far, and majority of it was packed with stress and tension but i kicked through it.

i wake up at 4pm by the sound of sabrina, jack, and alex in the living room and i try opening my eyes to check what is going on, and three of them are sat down on a couch staring at alex's laptop.

"oh shes up" alex says.

"why the fuck are you three discussing the big bang theory next to me" i say as i squint my eyes.

"we actually booked four of us two days at a hotel an hour away" jack says.

"oh okay.." i dip back into my nap, and after an hour it gets too loud so i decide it's just better off i wake up, i go to the bathroom to pee, brush my teeth and wash my face and i head to the kitchen to try and eat anything but nothing seemed appetizing.

"hungry?" sabrina asks me.

"yep butttttttt i think i wont eat anything, i dont feel like it" i say as i close the fridge.

"you are supposed to eat" she says as she puts her dirty mug in the sink.

"yeah i dont feel like doing so, i'm horny" i say.

"okay thats the most danielle thing ever, eat and then maybe fuck?" she says while laughing.

"it sounds easy for you because" i say and then i whisper "alex dicks you the fuck down daily" i say and she laughs out loud.

"oh my god shut the fuck up!" she says and i laugh.

"well speaking of which, lets go shopping before we go on this holiday" she says and gives me a wink.

"oh fuck yes lets do it" i agree to her idea.

"you know lex has been on tour for ages now and he's leaving soon so.." she says.

"yes, yes lets go get some cute stuff for you" i agree.

"hello and for you too?" she waves.

"i'm not dating sab" i say as i reach for a glass cup because i was thirsty.

"and? lets get you some cute lingerie and swimsuits, and did i mention we are going trick or treating?" she says.

"no way? IM IN" i say.

"it didnt take you long to get you convinced" she says while laughing, eventually we get dressed up and we head down to the mall with alex's car.

"first stop?" she asks me as we walk down the mall.

"maybe starbucks" i say, i got a muffin to eat and a bottle of water because i missed breakfast, so atleast i wasn't starving now.

we get back home really late, like by 10pm and i sit with sabrina in her dressing room as she packs her bag.