all time low (2012-2013)

if these sheets were states

"man, this burger is tasty as fuck" i say as i bite into my burger.

"look at her stuffing her face" kellin says and he pulls out his phone to take a picture of me.

"straight to the gram baby" he says and i laugh, almost choking on my bite as i dip my fries in ketchup.

"kellin is a major bully, beware" jaime says as he puts hot sauce over his burger.

"hot sauce on burgers???" i ask him as i down my pepsi, and i notice kellin staring at me and it gets me anxious.

"hot sauce on everything, even on deez titties bitch" he says and everyone on the table laughs.

"man, i wish jack was here" i say as i chew on my fries.

"he is a manwhore anyways, did you see how he was acting with the girl at the signing table?" justin tells me while he chews on his sandwich.

"he was acting like what?" my stomach drops and i start feeling sick, i already felt like puking for hours now and this only made it worse.

"she was totally all over him and he was going with it, she even gave him her number" he says and alex tries to discreetly kick him under the tables but justin makes a loud noise and it gives it away.

my head starts spinning. not this again.

i try drinking some pepsi but i feel puke building up, i run to the bathroom with my mouth covered and i fall on the floor, hitting my knees hard and making it just in time, throwing up in the toilet.

kellin runs right after me and he holds my hair up as i puke.

"are you alright??" he says as his other hand holds me up, as i puke everything i just ate, and my head started pounding.

"hey hey its fine" he wets his hand from the sink and he wipes it all over my face so it wakes me up.

"how are you feeling? lets get you to the hospital?" he says as he brushes my hair back while he was holding my face, he was on the floor on his knees.

"n- no no i'm fine i just need to go back to the bus and sleep" i said.

"are you sure?" he asks as he helps me up to my feet carefully.

"y- yeah just call me up jack" he lets go of me and i splash my face with water, i chug some tap water to hopefully feel any better at all.

"he isnt answering me" he says, shoving his phone in his back pocket.

"fine, i'll take a taxi back" i tell him.

"are you insane? of course not, i'll ride with you, your face looks yellow" he says.

"cmon wait for me outside i'll tell them we are leaving" kellin says and i nod, i walk outside, my head felt lightweight and i felt the weight of the world crashing on my shoulders.

something was up and i felt it in my guts.

kellin makes it out with his wallet and he walks over to me; "dandan your clothes are so thin, here take this" he takes off his leather jacket and helps me wear it, it was warm from his body heat, and it smelled just like him.

"thank you" i tell him, we walk to the corner and we find a taxi eventually that took us to where our tour bus was, kellin pays the taxi guy.

"i could get you soup, trust me it helps warm up your insides, you'll feel much better" he says.

"alrighty then, thats a plan, i could really use some soup" i agree to his idea, i hop on the tour bus and there he is, jack.

with a girl over his lap, brunched over him with a liquor bottle in her hand.