His Love For You Season 1-3

Chpt 27

Revisiting Memories part 2

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Dana's pov

"Bipolar disorder?" Eren said as I sat down at the table with him. "Thats what Grisha said to me. It was strange but do you think theres something wrong with me?" I asked. He only gave me a small smile before looking away.

"No. Theres nothing wrong with you. I like you just the way you are." he said. He had lied, pushing over my sickness, hiding that fact that I was in a bad position. He made me push it aside to, feeling as though nothing was wrong with me and I'd be ok.

"I wont be able to bare your children, and im sorry for that.." I said quietly. "You're already with child." He said, catching me off guard. "But the doctor-"

"When the time is right, the child will begin to develop and grow. can be years from now.. Who knows.." He stood up, walking towards me. "Lets get going.." he said and I nodded, his words lingering at the back of my mind for the rest of the evening.

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"please, you can't do this! Dana stop them!" Dina screamed as the officer injected her in the nape of her neck. She cried, looking over at me before they kicked her off of the wall.

As a bright light emmited from below, my sister was gone and a couple of titans appeared. I didnt do anything as it would most likely blow Eren's cover.

There was sadness flowing through me of course but it was hidden with anger, jealousy and pain.

I stared down at my sisters titan form as she walked away, hearing the man who did this to her spoke, calling them devils before forcing Grisha to fall over. As soon as Eren took a glance at me, I walked over.

With one hand I pushed the man over the edge of the wall, watching him fall into the sand below. I listened as he screamed once the titan had a hold on him. "Bastard.." I said, quite satisfied.

"W-why would you do that?" Grisha asked but I stayed silent as I walked over to Eren, giving him a blade.

"I am the Owl, Grisha now watch closely, this is how we use our powers."

As Eren slit his palm, I quickly jumped out of the way, transforming into my titan aswell. It had been forever since I had transform and I honestly missed the feeling of having so much power.

As eren destroyed the marleyan ship, I turned to look at Grisha who was utterly shocked at what had happened before, his eyes.

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"Dana will go with you. You both will stick together and once you've reach the walls, you especially, find love within the walls whether its your wife, kids or a friend and look out for Dana, dont leave her alone." Eren said.

I grabbed his arm tightly. "I dont want to lose you.." I said. "This was all apart of the plan remember?" he said, rubbing my head slightly.

"You didnt mention that he'd be eating you! Eren, you cannot break the bond.." I whispered.

"I'll be dead, so the bond will be broken and you wont have to worry about me any longer. Listen to me, when our little girl is born, name her Luna. She'll have beautiful white hair, she'll be strong and will fall in love. The bonds she makes will be powerful and she will live her life to the fullest. She'll know about me when the time is right so please, don't tell her about me.." As he placed a kiss on my forehead, tears fell from my eyes. I didn't want to go. My life was only just getting started.

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When Grisha and I had finally made it to the walls Eren spoke about, we found a home and lived together for a while until Grisha found himself a girlfriend.

I lived alone but didnt feel lonely. I adopted Aaron at just 1 years old and took care of him. I loved him so much but I struggled to show him how I felt about him. He was too young to even understand.

A year later, like Eren said, I gave birth to our daughter and Grisha helped deliver my baby and Carla was there to support me. I named her Luna as he requested me to.

Raising the two children I had were quite easy but my sickness was getting worse and there wasnt any cure. I wasn't dying of course not, but the knight titan had it's flaws. Slowly losing my mind since I've had it for so long.

I didnt want my kids to see me having certain episodes. I didn't want them to worry about me!

I'd stay at Grisha's for a while, trying to fix my problem with his help. Whenever I was doing better I took this chance to see my kids, but left soon after.

Aaron was always giving me angry looks, I just knew he hated me but I wouldnt blame him. I wasnt being the mother he wanted me to be. My attention was always on Luna because she was my blood, the next to inherit my Titan.

I prayed that everything Eren has every told me, comes to light. Once I give her my titan, She will be okay. She'll live.. Her life will be easy.. I dont want her to end up like her mother, slowly losing her mind.

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"I'll give the injection to Luna!"
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Dana, you can't, you have to die with that power.. you can never pass it on!"

"If I dont pass this power on to Luna, I'll live on forever and she'll have to watch me go insane for the rest of her life. I don't want her to see her mother rot away.. My body will be here but I'll be dead either way." I said, pulling out the syringe from the kit.

I walked up to Luna, Grisha sighing before pulling out his syringe aswell for his son, Eren.

"Understand, that I'm doing this.. for you." I whispered to luna as I injected her in the neck.

Both Grisha and I stepped away from the two as they tranformed into small titans.

I looked at Grisha and he looked at me. We nodded to one another. "For a better world.." I mumbled.

"For a better world.."

I stared at the inside as a titans mouth, closing my eyes and accepting my faith.

"I-I love you, Luna. I love you A-Aaron.."

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