Fate Decides

🌺Lost In Thoughts 🌺

Harry's pov

It's been a couple of days, and I have been thinking a lot. I have been feeling like a dead weight. I know Louis loves me, but sometimes I think he lies. I feel like he hates taking care of me. Eventually, I believe he will get tired and want me not to be little. What if I cant? What if I need to continue being little? I don't want to lose him, but I feel like I will. I mean, look at me; I am ugly and annoying. I have a horrible past that causes problems. He doesn't want that for the rest of his life. Louis needs a stable person, and I am not stable.

Normal pov

Harry was home alone and wanted to hide; he ran to the closet, grabbing a blanket and a pacifier just in case. Locking the door, he finally sat on the floor and burst into tears. Soon he gets tired and fell into a deep sleep.

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When Louis got home, it was dead silence. He walked around, not seeing Harry. "Harry!" no answer; he went to their room still didn't see him. He grabbed his phone to call Harry. He sat down and called, but he heard Harry's ring tone in the room. He looked around and found Harry's phone. Panik set in. He called Liam before he completely lost it.

"Liam, is Harry with you?" "No, why?" "I-I-I don't know where he is, and his phone is on the bed. He could be little right now. HE COULD BE HURT." "Louis, calm down." "CALM DOWN MY BABY IS OUT THERE WITHOUT HIS PHONE!" "Lou, I am on my way,k and we can go looking for him."

Louis sat on the floor, not knowing what to do. Harry heard crying and slowly opened the door. He says Louis on the floor, head in his hands crying. Harry slowly moved close. Louis felt someone near and lifted his head. He saw Harry and tackled him. "Where were you? I was so worried." Louis's voice was quiet but wavery. "I wan in the closet I fell asleep." Harry kept his eyes on the floor, not wanting to Louis's face. "Why? Did something happen?" "I don't know. I just went in there." "Don't lie. What happened?" Louis's voice was firm but calm. "Louis, just tell me." Their eyes finally met. "Tell you what?" "How you feel about me." "I love you. I want to be with you every day, hold you cuddle, you take care of you, buy you everything you want to love and care for you." "Don't lie." Louis was taken aback. "I would not lie about this. Harry, I love you so much." "You say that now, but I feel like this could end." "Why would you say that?" "BECAUSE OF ME. SHIT, LOUIS, I SUCK!" "HARRY! No, you don't. You are amzing. You don't understand how much I need you. I was about to die if I couldn't find you. You are the love of my life. I hate seeing you hurt. What made you think all of this?" "Myself" "Well, you are an amazing person. Come on, let's go to the couch."

Eventually, Liam came and sat with Harry and Louis. The night was spent talking about anything besides what happened and watching movies. Once Liam left, Harry and Louis got ready for bed and laid holding each other so close. "Am I in trouble?" Harry asked, breaking the silence. "Why?" "I cussed" "Oh yea, um, I'll do that later lets sleep." That exactly what they did.