Black Waves

When He Felt Betrayed

Andy pokes his head around the door and wasn't expecting to find his boyfriend a bloody mess. 

"What the fuck, Remington? What happened? What did you fucking do?" Andy rushes over to the man sitting on the ground and examines his wrist. The bleeding is coming to a stop so Andy reaches into the cabinet for the first aid kit and uses the antiseptic wipes to get the blood off his arm and fingers. He places a bandage to cover both scars and wraps it up carefully, trying not to hurt the boy anymore. 

"Baby, why didn't you tell me you were feeling this bad? I could have made sure you weren't alone."

Remington is feeling extremely weak at this point, "Andy, baby, I'm not the one for you. I've been battling this for awhile. You need someone happy, confident, carefree. Who knows how to take care of you and whatever needs you have. It's not me baby, I wish it was. But everyone will be better off with me gone."

Andy frowns at the man. "Sweetheart, I don't want to hear you say anything bad about yourself. You are amazing. God you are everything I've ever wanted and more. Just let me in and let me help baby." He hugs his boyfriend and notices the two pill bottles next to him. He picks them up and they are empty. "Rem...you just had these refilled. Did you take all of these?" Remington nods weakly. Andy panics and drags his limp boyfriend to the toilet. "Rem you have to throw up. Get all this shit out of you." 

Remington barely shakes his head when he feels everything getting darker. "I love you Andy," he whimpers quietly. 

"Damnit Remington throw it up now!" Andy yells at the man. When he lays his head back down, Andy picks it back up and shoves his own fingers down the boys throat, making him gag. He starts vomiting into the toilet while his boyfriend holds onto him. "That's it baby, get it out." He shoves his fingers back in the boys mouth making him throw up more. He doesn't know how much his boyfriend swallowed but he knows it was a lot. While he is throwing up Andy calls Sebastian. 

Sebastian picks up and Andy interrupts him and says, "I need you to come over now. Rem's having an emergency and I don't know what to do."

Sebastian sighs and says, "I need you to stop calling me like this," and laughs dryly. "I'm on the way, give me about 10 minutes."

Andy rubs Remington's back while he continues to throw up and whimper. His head is starting to become more clear but everything hurts. The waves have slowly disappeared and he groans, laying his head back into his concerned boyfriend. Andy wipes up his mouth and holds him, kissing his forehead. Andy texts Sebastian to come right in and where to find them.

Sebastian opens the door and sees the blood on the floor and then looks over at his brother who looks like he is going to pass out in his boyfriend's arms. "What the fuck is going on?"

Andy says, "I came in here and found him slashing his wrists and bleeding. I helped him clean it up and then saw his two pill bottles empty on the floor. Seb he just refilled them, he swallowed them all. I'm trying to get it all out of his system but fuck I don't know." Andy is worried more than ever. 

Sebastian hurries out of the room and comes back with a glass of water. "Remi, chug this all now." He holds the cup to his brother's lips and he sips it. "No Rem, fucking chug it," Sebastian yells at his brother. He forces his brother to drink the whole glass quickly. Remington groans and holds his head in his hands. His brother knew he was a cutter, but never knew he would actually swallow all his meds in one go.

Andy rubs the boy's back, worried to all hell. "It's okay baby, relax for a moment. Let the water get in you." 

Remington feels drained. His whole body aches and he just wants to go to sleep. Andy puts his head back to the toilet and shoves his fingers in his mouth, making Remington cry out and throw everything back up. 

After he throws up all the water, he leans back into his boyfriend who cleans his mouth again. Sebastian fills the cup again. "No, please no more," he begs. "Andy please don't make me," he whispers, feeling so terrible.

Andy looks at his lover and it kills him. He looks so fragile and he's about to break. "Just one more time Remi, we have to make sure we get it all out of you. How long after you swallowed did I find you?"

"Maybe 5 minutes," the boy whimpers, as the glass from his brother is being shoved in his mouth again. Hopefully it didn't have much time to absorb into his system. He puts his head back on the toilet accepting his fate. Andy helps him throw up again, rubbing his back. Everything is coming up clear so hopefully this is it. He doesn't want to take Remington back to the hospital, they'd most likely admit him.