Black Waves

When Regrets Are Spoken

Fuck my head hurts!

Remington wakes up on top of Andy, feeling nauseated to all hell. 

Where the fuck are my clothes?  Where are Andy's clothes?

He feels the cum from his husband dripping down to his legs and he groans, feeling gross. He slips on a pair of sweats and hurries into the bathroom before anyone notices. He turns on the shower and waits for it heat up before stepping in. The hot water eased his aching joints and he relaxes, sighing in relief. 

What the fuck even happened last night? 

He grabs his pulsing head and groans. Then memories of the tequila hits him. So much fucking tequila. His stomach churns at the thought. Obviously we fucked at some point last night...oh shit. Sebastian. Lonny. Anxiety races through him and he throws up. He hears the door open and Andy enters, looking about the same as Remington feels. He undresses and steps into the shower, wrapping his arms around his husband.

"Rem, what the fuck happened last night." Andy says groggily. 

"You don't remember?"

"No I do, but shit, we aren't like that." He laughs and rests his head on Remington's shoulder from behind. 

"I don't think I can face them." He whimpers out, feeling the anxiety ball up in his throat.

"Let them have their fun about it today and I'm sure they won't be talking about it tomorrow."

Remington groans and continues to wash up.

Once they get out of the shower, the whole bus is already awake. Coffee is drenched in the air and all the men are nursing their hangovers. Sebastian is sitting on the couch with a shit eating grin and is eyeing the newly weds. 

Emerson notices and groans, "What the fuck are you doing Seb? What kind of face is that?"

Sebastian is smiling like the Grinch. "If you would have seen what I saw last night Emmy you'd be doing the same." 

Remington is blushing and fixing himself and Andy a cup of tea. "Shut the fuck up Sebby."

Sebastian gets up and jabs his brother in his kidney. "Oh fuck me Andy! You are so big Andy! Oh fuck me fuck me fuck me!"

Remington's eyes widen and he looks down, avoiding his brothers' gazes. "I was drunk. I'm sorry," he whispers.

Emerson is laughing hysterically. "Wait wait wait. You actually heard all this shit? Where the fuck was I?"

"Naw Emmy I heard and saw it! Remington was bouncing on top of him! I didn't even know you could do that, that way! And he didn't even stop when he saw me!"

Emerson slaps his brother's ass making him yelp in pain. "It still hurts stop!" 

Andy wraps his arms around his lover and laughs. "Listen we were drunk and oblivious to our surroundings. I'm sorry."

"Fuck me Andy fuck me!" Sebastian teases and walks away. Emerson shakes his head and goes back to his bunk.

"I'm fucking dead Ands. I can never show my face again." 

"Oh so what your brothers know you are a bottom. They should be happy that your sex life is amazing."

Andy pours the tea into two travel cups and adds the lid to them. 

"Can you walk? Or are you too sore?"

"I can walk...why what's up?"

"We need to be alone and talk about what you said last night."

"What did I say?"

They both walk around nearby streets so they don't get lost. The wind is chilly and Remington shivers, taking a sip of his tea. 

"You really don't remember what you told me?" Andy asks, looking over at his confused lover. Remington shakes his head.

"You said you saw the guys that beat you." 

Remington's stomach drops. Oh fuck I'm going to throw up. He stops and leans forward, throwing up along a fence. Andy quickly rubs his back, comforting him as much as he can. Remington stands back up and wipes his mouth. 

"I don't remember telling you that."

"You literally did when we were in the middle of fucking. Where did you see them at Remi?"

They continue walking slowly and Remington keeps his eyes glued to his feet.

"At the signing. They took a picture with us and had us sign a poster. They said William said hello." 

Andy frowns and looks at his nervous lover. "Why didn't you say anything to me?"

"It just scared me to death. I froze. I thought Josie was behind them but how the fuck is William when we barely knew each other?"

Andy stops and sighs. "He did know I was going on a date with you. He overheard me talking to the guys about the party we all went to. But I didn't think he was interested in our convo. We were all in a heated fight with him that day."

Remington finishes the rest of his tea and throws it away in a nearby trash can. 

"Can we go lay down for a bit before the next show?"

Andy nods and takes his lover's hand, walking back to the bus