Black Waves

When It's Not What It Looks Like

Andy sighs and can't even enjoy the beer. The rest of the band has came and have been enjoying the free booze. He looks at the bar where Remington was and sees it full with new people sitting there.

"You okay there Andy?" Jinxx asks. 

"He got into a fight with his new bae, he's depressed." Lonny says. 

"Alright tell us what happened so we can stop you from moping." Jake laughs.

"Well, Remington has been self harming again. I saw his wrists today and they were fresh. He promised me he'd quit or at least call me if he felt like he needed to hurt himself. But this is the second time in a row he didn't call me. I don't think he trusts or cares about me." Andy drinks the rest of his beer and sighs. 

"Andy, if he didn't care about you then he wouldn't be here. He wouldn't have flew all the way over here for you if he didn't want to be around you. And you know how it is to be a cutter, it isn't rainbows and butterflies. You have to give him a minute to adjust." Jinxx says. 

"Besides, you know what has happened to him recently. That break in probably fucked him up. Fucked you up too," Lonny says. 

"Yeah, I guess you are right. I feel so fucking guilty for walking out on him. When I came back his eyes were all red and puffy. I fucked up." He looks around and still doesn't see his boyfriend.

"Go find him Andy. Go apologize," Jinxx says. 

Andy stands up and Lonny walks with him. "Andy, uh, just walk with me for a minute." They both walk away from the group and Lonny stops in front of him. "I know where Rem is. I saw him and William walk to a private room."

Andy goes pale and stops. "No...Remington isn't like that."

"Yeah but you know William is." 

Andy gulps and heads to the back of the place, looking into each room. Some were thankfully empty, some had multiple threesomes and orgies. Then they went to the last room and Andy couldn't believe his eyes. His boyfriend was on the couch being fucked by his producer.

"Do you fucking mind or do you want to join," William says without missing a beat. Lonny closes the door quickly and Andy slides down against the door in tears.

"How the fuck can he do this to me?" Andy starts crying into his best friend. If he would have actually looked at his boyfriend, he would have realized he was unconscious.