My kind of love (Unedited)

Chapter 1: about Lizu

Hey guys.... My name is Sanya Ahuja and I am the author of this story. I am an active reader on WATTPAD but I have never tried writing anything. So with this story I am taking that chance.

 This is my first story so please go easy... I will try my best not to make any mistakes but just in case I make some, do ignore them......^_^

 Slowly and gradually I will improve. Do click on that cute star at the end of the story to vote, also comment and you can follow me so that you get a notification every time I publish a new chap. Hope you like what you read..... It will be a great thing if you share the story with your knowns... Each and every vote, comment means the world to me and it also encourage to write the story further... Well, The cast which I will be introducing is the cast which I thought suits the best but you can surely imagine whosoever you want.... I hope you like it <3.

disclaimer: First few chaps are not up to the mark according to me and the latter chapters won't disappoint you. With first few chapters I was learning to write so there will be noticeable improvements. 

Also, all the rights of this book are reserved to me, I won't appreciate any kind of copying or stuff like this without my written permission!

Okay done, hope you like what you read! Happy reading<3

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Hi, my name is Lizu and this is my story. You know I have always dreamt to fall in love in New York city.... hold hands while walking on empty streets in the darkest nights, tasting cupcakes and cookies from all over the world just like Lara jean and Peter kavinsky, having the cutest meet-cute, dancing when it's raining , loving that one person unconditionally and having a love for eternity...this is my kind of love, just like a love we watch in movies.... but it is all in my head actually it used to be in my head.... not anymore.... this was me when I was young and naïve.. a girl watching rom-coms all day, reading romance novels, creating love scenarios(not with someone particular), thinking about my love story~the perfect one when I will have one, dancing on love songs all day but now., as I grew older... I realized there is nothing like love or say true love that actually exists, not because I don't like Peter Kavinsky and Lara Jean anymore or not because these love novels no more excite me but because the only love story or say a couple I have seen in my real life is  my mom and dad and that is not a good love story, actually it is very toxic. They don't love each other...don't trust each other... don't respect each other. They are just with each other for the sake of I don't know what, there is no damn reason which seems important to me for them to stay together. Dad hits mom every now and then, abuse her ~ emotionally, physically, mentally and I see my mom sitting in one corner and crying, I see her wounds, her tears and that give me goosebumps..... this is not something shown in my movies, this is not a kind of love story which I will like to have or which I ever imagined but this is the only one I have seen in real life and that's why I am so so so scared of love because seeing my parent's story I just don't want a love story anymore. I don't want anyone to love me coz only the people who love you have the power to hurt you, to break you and I am broken enough. Now, I HATE love, I think it is a myth... so hey meet the present 18 year old me, boring, broken, nerdy, introvert, sad Lizu. This new me doesn't dance on love songs anymore, I don't know when I last heard a love song or watched a rom-com or read a romance novel. Rains no more fascinate me, now when I see a couple I feel like they are going to end up hurting each other because that is what I have seen all my life till now... I don't know but this is me, not by choice but a lot of things made me who I am today. I know you don't like my opinion about love but hey u haven't gone through what I have gone through so I don't even expect you to understand me (for now) but I know you will as u will read further..... so for now.... bye^_^

Hailey Bieber as Lizu 

signing off for now.

~ Sanya

read further...I promise you won't regret it! This chap is a bit cliché but after a few chaps I love my work... improvements you know?

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