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"Maybe I shouldn't go, you guys might need me for something-"
"Respectfully Jae, we wont. Just go enjoy time with family" Jaehwan pats Hyunjae's back, holding out his suit case for him since Hyunjae's hands were already full with the cups of coffee he was going to chug during his train ride. He wants to go to see family, but for some reason he can feel it in the pit of his stomach that something will go wrong.
But, like Jaehwan said. He needs to go enjoy time with family. Maybe its just his overthinking talking.
"Have fun, okay Hyunjae?"
"I will Chanhee, call me if you guys need anything. Bye Sangyeon" he lastly says before giving Sangyeon a kiss on the cheek as they watch his figure fade away slowly while he made his way to the train stop. The atmosphere tensed when they saw him no where in their sights anymore.
Chanhee just hoped that his feeling weren't true, this has happened before where Hyunjae has a feeling and it just winds up happening. But maybe its nothing, he one time had a feeling Chris Evans was going to come to the same mall they were at. Did that happen? no, therefor Jaehwan, Chanhee and Haknyeon had to drag him out the mall since he insisted that his instincts weren't lying.
"well, I have to go help Lucas with something. See you guys. "Younghoon planted a long kiss on the younger's forehead, hugging him goodbye while leaving off to the train parking lot. Why do goodbyes feel so weird now? It itched his tongue.
"well, we should get going. Me and Chanhee have a friends marathon to do tonight"
"Goodbye"
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Younghoon couldn't get his mind straight right now.
Every time he would think about doing the thought in his head made him feel guiltier and guiltier by the second. He shouldn't be thinking this, but yet he couldn't help not to. He was met with the pros and the cons, and no matter how big of the pro was the cons added on and on to the list. Would he regret it? yes. But not if he knows Chanhee will have a better future.
"are you okay?" Lucas asks with concern, seeing the blank expression on Younghoon's face while he looked at his piece of pizza. He felt his body tense when he felt his hand on his shoulder, and he wasn't even sure if he could tell him. He can always trust him, but this isn't just vanilla or chocolate. He was going to get mad. He knows it.
"If I tell you, you won't get mad?"
"depends...Okay, I won't, I promise" He knows that promise will soon break as soon as he says this.
"I'm thinking about ending things with Chanhee" The words rolling off his tongue felt wrong, as if a needle was poking every inch of his body like yarn. One going in when he sees Lucas getting up, another one when he sees his mouth opening after the two minute silence.
