New Beginning

CHAPTER FIFTY TWO

Yooo, real mfn talk.. what kind of nigga is this? What type of sorcery is he made from? How is this picture so sexy & you can't even see shit?! This no face, no case ass picture would still having me poppin this coochie in a handstand, bustin it wide for him & that aint right. I lust for this man y'all dead ass 🤣🤣

Chris

Once I woke up Raya was already downstairs cooking breakfast. She was so beautiful to me and I love to think I'm part of the reason behind that beautiful glow I notice every time I look at her.
"What's happenin sexy," I made sure to make my voice raspy as I spoke lowly in her ear with my arms wrapped around her waist. She sighed deeply as she turned around quickly placing her hand on my dick. I was taken aback a little. I mean, her weird ass tells me all the time how my voice turns her on but I was sure not expecting this kind of energy so soon.
She turned off the fire from the stove then kissed me softly, but that grew deeper quickly. With a swift move, I gathered her legs so she could place them around me. We continued to kiss passionately, making it all too easy for me to grow through my briefs. I sat us both carefully on the couch with Raya now on top of my lap. We didn't miss a beat though. She pulled her off tank top exposing those pretty ass titties. They weren't big, but small and perky. I couldn't wait to place one in my mouth, specifically the left one that was my favorite breast.
"You gotta excuse me, but I been feening for you for a while now baby," she licked her lips as I nibbled at her nipple.
"You missed this dick,"I asked her pulling my boxers down low enough to free myself. She nodded seductively making me want to go crazy in her.
"Show me then," I looked down at my dick and back up to her. She slid her boy shorts to the side not wasting another minute to slide me inside. I bit my lip hard as she slid down slowly. She was so damn tight since we haven't done anything in so long, but nevertheless still as wet as the ocean. She gripped around my dick like a glove.
"Fuck baby," she threw her head back as she grinded slowly. My hands stayed glued to her ass helping her deepen the way she was rotating her hips. Niggas was wilding saying they didn't like when women grinded on them while riding. This shit felt amazing. It felt like the warmth of her was massaging my dick over and over again. It was so much passion with every move. I could feel all of that.
"I love watching yo sexy ass ride bae," I told her looking at every expression. Every wrinkle in her nose, every way her face scrunched while she enjoyed herself on me. I had to close my eyes or I would bust quicker than I intended.
"No, no watch me," she said sternly. She climbed to her feet positioning herself to keep a balance.
"Watch me Chris," she slid down slowly and back up again.
"Keep watching me," she slid down again. She did that for a little bit just to make sure we didn't lose eye contact. She placed her hands on my shoulders now bouncing a little quicker.
"Uhh uhhh," she closed her eyes, the pleasure plastered all over her perfect face.
"Don't stop watching me baby. Look how good you make me feel," although her eyes were still closed I did what she said.
"Got damn Raya," I gripped her ass cheeks harder.
"Yesss ughhhh yessss," she was going at a speed that would cause me to bust any minute. She slammed down on me moaning loudly. I couldn't control how good I was feeling so I thrusted my hips inward to match her rhythm.
"Fuck me back baby. Oh my God," she had her eyes open now looking at me intensely. "Just like that daddy."
She kept her stamina as I lifted her up and down. We were both looking at each other with our mouths slightly agape from the pleasure we were giving to one another.
"You love this dick," I told her. It wasn't a question I know she did.
"Uhhhhh," she moaned. From watching her titties bounce up and down, her face, the moans she made, how wet her pussy felt I couldn't control it as I released in her.
"Fuuck man," I breathed heavily feeling my body go into a slight shock. That pussy was dangerous. She collapsed against my chest breathing just as hard as I was. I was still inside of her throbbing from my nut. She began to lazily twerk with me in her and before we knew it we were back where we started. After all, we had a lot of making up to do.

Raya
I passed the blunt back over to Chris so I could snuggle in closer to him. I had my leg thrown lazily over his with my arm around his stomach. After fucking like some horn dogs we've finally had wore ourselves out completely. I couldn't see a more perfect way to end the day other than like this. I was comfortable, relaxed with all around comfort. There's only one thing that could've made this more perfect.
"I've been thinking," I looked up at him as smoke came out his nose. He looked so sexy with those low eyes staring back at me.
"And I've been listening."
"I think I'm ready for us to meet each other's children, officially. Although I want to continue to take things slowly I'm still confident that we're going to be in each other's lives for a while. I don't want to hide you from my kids or vice versa. That's how real this is for me. I'm willing to do this."
"You sure babe," he asked. I knew he was trying to have a poker face, but I could see the excitement all over his cute face. "I mean, I don't want you to feel pressured by anything."
"I don't," I shook my head. "I know I want you around and I know what we have is real. I'm ready to go all the way with this and this will be my biggest step to assuring that."
"When you put it that way who am I refuse? So how do you want to go about doing this?"
"I was thinking maybe we could make it one big get together. You bring Royalty, I bring the twins, we can all go to the Pacific Park. It'll be fun."
"Damn that does sound lit. You know I'm a big kid at heart. What's up then?! When you tryna do this?"
"This upcoming weekend?"
"Let's do it mama," he reached over me to put the blunt out. "I can't wait."
I smiled brightly. I'm so lucky to find a man that's so invested in everything that concerns me.
"I can't wait either baby," I puckered up my lips and extended my neck out further so he could kiss me. He did with no hesitation as he placed a few pecks on them. There was a comfortable silence between us for a while as I returned my head to his chest. I listened to his heart beat, slow and steady making me feel more connected to him. Moments later Chris's phone dinged indicating he had a text message.
"Whoever it is tell them your busy and you need two hands to be able rub my ass properly," I said closing my eyes to rest them. I felt his body vibrate from his laughter, but I was dead serious though. We haven't had any alone time in a good while now so I wanted all of mine.
"It's Ammika," he sighed. It was quiet again, I assume from him reading the message. He then smacked his lips loudly. "Man what the fuck?"
"What's wrong," I ask concerned.
"Why the fuck Ammika text me saying she is willing to let me see my son, but her fiancé wants to meet me first. Like what the fuck? They already sick for continuing on with their lives like my fucking son was both of their child. Now I can't meet my seed without speaking to a non factor first?! Muthafuckas bugging for real bro," he threw his phone down with agitation written all over his handsome face. I'm not going to lie that shit was pissing me off too. The audacity.
"Aw hell naw. You want me to whoop her ass? Nah, let's take them to court. I'll call my daddy right now!"
He shook his head, clearly frustrated. "Nah. As much as this shit is angering me, I know I don't want to go through another series of trials about my own child. I just want this be a nice, peaceful arrangement. Nothing more, nothing less."
"So what you gonna do? Just do as they ask?!"
"Yeah," he sighed heavily rubbing both sides of his face. By how quickly he accepted defeat I knew it was no sense in dragging the issue, no matter how much I wanted to.
"You know I support you with whatever decision you make so if that's what you wanna do babe I'll back you up."
"Glad to hear that, so you'll be coming with me to dinner tomorrow to meet them right," he told me more than asked. I frowned at the thought.
"No I think I'll pass. Any bitch that causes you any hurt guarantees them a spot on my shit list. I ain't trying to go to jail."
"Ry, come on I cannot face those two alone then I'll go to jail. I need you with me. Please," he stuck out his bottom lip out trying to pout making me smile from how cute he was.
"Ughhhh," I groaned rolling my eyes to the ceiling. "Why must you be so persuasive?"
"I treat you right and I fuck you good then I'm fine than a muthafucka girl. You ain't got no choice," he joked.
"Yeah nigga, you just ran out that damn quick," I pushed his head to the side.
"Naw, I keep it one hunnid. Now can we start watching Manifest?"
"Hell yea. I'm so ready to see Jared's fine ass."
He gave me a look real quick. "Simone please don't make me stick my foot up your narrow ass tonight." I spilled over in laughter. Not he calling by my middle name now.
In all reality, I'm just glad today has been filled with so many distractions that we didn't have time to discuss what my big mouth said on last night. I couldn't believe I told him I loved him. I mean, don't get me wrong I very much do, but I truly wasn't ready to tell him that yet. Hell, I'm still trying to accept it myself. I want to love Chris whole heartedly and I'm just trying to convince myself that it's way too soon to love him. I just got out of marriage. There was no way in hell, I should be falling in love with anyone and so fast too! I'm scared, I'll be the first to admit that. I can't go through that hurt again. I don't think my heart would be able to handle it.