To some, Raya Lee-Williams, has the world and then some in the palm of her hands. Married to one of the most successful, not to mention, most handsome music producers in LA and having a two beautiful children with a mansion sized home to match, you...
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"Huh," I tapped Amiyah's shoulder handing her a toothbrush. Raya always kept guest toothbrushes in the house. Damn, I'm going to miss that. "Thanks," Amiyah squeezed some toothpaste on the toothbrush looking worn out. She's been throwing up on and off since earlier. Her stomach had finally settled down until I started choking her with this dick from that fire ass head she just gave me. I told her dumb ass she didn't have to deep throat me, but she just insisted on proving a point like I didn't know what she was capable of already. She still wasn't fucking with Raya, but she definitely wasn't no average. I sighed walking away from her to go lay on our bed, Raya and I's bed that is. She wanted this expensive ass mattress, but I have to say it was a great decision. The mf was so comfortable. I would have to say it was worth every penny. To be honest, I might get rid of it in the end because it reminded me of her way too much. Hell, this whole house reminded me of her. The decorations, the furniture, and to make matters worst she left a lot of her things here. She got the major stuff and left a lot of minor belongings here. It feels like she left the shit here just to torture a nigga. Isn't walking inside her side of a huge ass empty closet enough? I know I fucked up. I have the reminders here to help me not forget every day.
"Ugh, I'm over this already," Amiyah came flopped down in bed with me. She nestled herself inside of my chest. I appreciated the gesture since it just distracted me from my thoughts. I pulled her in closer taking in her now minty scent. "It will pass soon Miyah and it will be all worth it in the end," I told her. My chin was now resting on top of her head. "Yeah you right. Damn.. I can't believe I'm about to have a child and then by you. I'm so happy," she admitted. I could see her smile grow and that made one form on my face. It was nice to know regardless I was still loved, even though it wasn't by the person I wanted it to be from. "Shit crazy," I mumbled. She rose up a little to turn and frown at me. "Damn, could you at least pretend like you're happy?" I rolled my eyes because here her ass go. "Amiyah, don't start. I never said I wasn't happy. This is still just a lot to process." "I'm sure it is. You know what's even more a lot to process? Hmm," she asked. I know she was about to snap on me any second. "It's a lot to process that the man I'm having a child with has still not signed his divorce papers. Last time I checked you got them papers damn near a month ago. Can you explain to me what the fucking hold up is?" "Watch out Miyah, I'ma sign the fucking papers. Don't bring it up," I was growing irritated now. She brought up my potential divorce every damn day. "When nigga?! You said that 20 times already," she held her hands out in frustration. Amiyah had a temper and I just know this pregnancy is going to amplify it soon. I wasn't ready for any of that yet. "When I sign them. Damn, can a nigga lay low? You act like my business hasn't just been broadcasted for the whole world to fucking see! Can I let the situation die down?!" "Boy fuck that! Fuck these people! The whole world already know y'all are getting a divorce so you might as well finalize it. I have to hide what should be one of the happiest moments of my life because your ass tryna hold on to shit that won't happen again. Get it through your head nigga, Raya is NOT coming back to your ass. She's moving right along with that fine ass man she clings to. I bet you she ain't thinking about you like you sit around here and do. No, i know she isn't fadamnsho! It's over with. Move the fuck on already," she got up, putting on her shoes. "I don't have time for this Danny. You know I love you and now I'm having your child I can't take this hurt right now. Not while I'm going through this. I'll hit you up to let you know our next appointment." She had tears running down her face as she exited my room. I rubbed my hands down my face completely frustrated. My life is starting to spiral out of control. I still love Raya, but I know I will probably never win her back. Amiyah was right on that part. Even in the midst of everything that went down the night of her party I still saw that Chris nigga take her away. When he showed up I could see her demeanor change completely. She lit up like a Christmas tree just by his presence alone. There's no way I could have her back now, too much damage has been done. I would like to just move on and start this new life with Amiyah, but I just can't let go or at least I don't want to.. not this way. Sad to say, I want my wife back.
Here Danny goes once again. His confused ass makes me confused and I'm the author lmao. Seriously though, do you guys believe Danny could really change for the better? Should he just leave Raya alone and let her move on peace? Nah.. maybe he should fight for her. After all, she technically is still his wife 😏
